BULLY TO YOU AND BACK SEQUEL

Hello, my name is nobody and I am older and more established and more adjusted to make it in life again.
I took one step at a time and received help from the most merciful people that I have ever met and they saw in my heart that I needed someone to love, nurture and support me and my mom emotionally.

I am still not as strong as I need to be but I am feeling better and better as people come to realize that I have feelings also and I am not ashamed of being intelligent and that I have been brought up to do the best that I can so I can be a contributor and not a burden to my family or my country.

Just as Felicia told me to do I told my mom of the pain that I am suffering and she gave me the empathy and compassion that I needed and moral support and I was able to go on and strive forward and proceed with my life. I have managed to make friends and we go around and support each other emotionally and are close and study together and have a lot in common and we communicate if we disagree with each other so we don’t lose our dear friendship.

We have established talks and practice on each other therapy and laugh about some of the solutions that we come up. We use imaginary problems and solve them and have good clean fun and not fun that needs to be made at the expense of someone else.

I am more outgoing and more confident and I am still a little shy about fitting in but I am doing better and I am talking to people and we decided not to move but stick it out and see if things would get better and they are for we found people that love us and support us emotionally and are really compassionate and really warm and loving.

They are teaching us good ethics and kindness so we can help other people and form a chain around the earth of love and support. I don’t feel lonely anymore or isolated because they have helped empower us and I don’t feel that I am lost in a shell now. I am not being picked on now and I feel good about me and I don’t rush anymore or feel physically or psychologically threatened. I don’t feel that I am in a living hell and that I have to quit school because I love going to school and I love to learn and everything that happens is not always a negative but a unique learning experience.

I don’t feel weird because learning is a joy to me and no one is talking about my mom and the real me is starting to blossom and come out and love people and myself and I am learning that to help others is to help me. I fit in and my friends do also and we are sociable and doing fine and I am studying hard and I have a chance to get a tutor and I am not sad now and I appreciate Felicia for telling me that she was where I was and now she is striving hard and she wants me to continue on, pray and know that God’s is joy, love, protection, sweet, mercy and justice.

I am never giving up like Felicia and I will persevere because she loves me, she understands and she wants us to claim our FUTURE.

By

Felicia McCaw