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Adversity = Ain’t Shit!!

F.O.S. PROPERTY©

Mr. Brook the Incredible

Tic Tock he look and the clock broke

He said his name is was Brook

Tic Tock he laughed a lot and flipped a bird through the channel four

Simon said he was tired of the game and went to hide for his time was a sad lore

A Lore A Lore was the call that Mr. Brook panted for as a thrill a minute coursed casually by

He chased back and took it to the rack and said too bad tic tock I won by default anyway

By

Felicia McCaw

Don’t Be Afraid

When the winds sends chills of nerves down a back of shaky

Never let the knowledge know you fear as each seeping eye expresses fear

Contrarily to thought is the clue that knowledge known was wise and still feared

Further Further we will will prevail as life gives its most scintillating play

As our nerves steady the future of play intrigues the one and all who is going to say now don’t be afraid

Warning fore with is warning foresworn for fear is adversity best fellow and contentment and sated is all who commit the sin of not and cringe not

By

Felicia McCaw

Keep Americans Behind the Wheel and Driving

To: President Barack Obama

From: Felicia McCaw

If you could just read this and agree that every race needs help and fair charging for insurance and the analyzing and procedure of insuring citizens should be corrected then I would appreciate it. I care for all…I don’t have money like everyone else but I want an equal chance to be attributed to myself as well as to others.

Thank you.

As each day passes we as Americans must protest the indignity of trying to afford traversing throughout this country due to the incredulity that our credit score affects the amount charged for our vehicle insurance and possibly anything else that we insure.

When are we to be forgiven for having a lousy credit score, we work hard to correct a mistake but every time we look around no one cares. We are remorseful and wish to correct a bad decision, financial devastation in the family, loss of the bread winner or loss of employment and other extreme cases of personal devastation that has occurred.

If no one cares about us, how are we to relay that we care back and help others in need. In order to facilitate care we have to look at the overall big picture and look at the misery of our American people trying hard as h. to make it and jump into this picture and assist.

We realize that a depression recession is occurring and we have to know what it takes to make it through and collectively fight for the uniting of this nation of races and ensure they are fairly charged and given another chance to be able to drive and make it to work, for health care, schooling etc. or anything else to enable functionality for all families as a complement.

I feel that we need to restructure the procedure of how insurance is charged, collected, evaluated and be the support that is needed and not take advantage of a too good thing.

GIVE US A CHANCE. WE REGRET. WE ARE HONEST AMERICANS WHO SAY DON’T LET US FALL INTO THE CRACKS OF SOCIETY. GIVE US A CHANCE TO BE LAW ABIDING CITIZENS WHO ARE CHARGED REASONABLE RATES OF INSURANCE. EXCESSIVE TICKETING IS ANOTHER REASON WE CAN’T MAKE IT…FOR IT’S THE OFFICER’S WORD AGAINST THE CITIZEN AND MOST TIMES IF THERE IS A CLASH…THE CITIZENS PAYS FOR IT.

Thank you.

Respectful Submitted,


Felicia McCaw (FM)

Mollyanna and Tall Walking John - ADULT EROTICA

Eyes of emerald springs flushed intriguing within lashes of kohl blue

Looking around discreet she watched all with eyes of curious delight

Roads of weary smiled as traffic took advantage of fair hospitality and quiver with delight as gossip filled the air of a law man to come

Bristle Bristle the petticoats shook as they traded delightful quips of a language all their own

Mollyanna foot froze in space looked at eyes of hooded black watching her with an expression of known unknown to her

Ahem Ahem she heard a masculine tone whisper in her ear of hearts saying volumes volumes of tendry to soul claim estatic

Face abloom with heat of flash looked into eyes of fathoms and became gone in nature’s song

Grasping a small fluttering hand Tall Walking John ran kisses of hot moist from fingers of quick fever and bit a pinky until her legs wavered quavered failed

Grabbing her whole with economy of movement he threw her over shoulder of broad and walked with long fast steps to the nearest hotel throwing money for room of sweet nest

Closing the door with finality of intent Tall Walking John swept her into arms of hungry with kisses of lasciviousness wanton cascading from face to shoulder, back, middle of center in lower back as she moaned deep deep within and closed her legs tight

Moving close Tall Walking John ran hungry hard hands over quivering soft flesh moaning deep in his throat as he ripped apart thighs of chaste and with a savage move of conquer he impaled her sweetness with all of him surging deeper deeper

Sucking her nipples with alternating surges he carried her swift to wall and begin to twist deeper deeper until she started to howl under covered marauding lips

Mollyanna’s feet pressed against his rippling thighs of iron and aired the sweet cherry scent of arousal that made his back curl and flex as he claimed her made her his

Sated after explosion after explosion Tall Walking John looked at the intricate scrolled bed of white ivory and decided his and her forever his to keep hold dear

By

Felicia McCaw

A Little Potbelly

Twirl of sweet of black arose from small round head with nose of slim small

Two teeth of white pearl sparkled bright twinkling throughout the night

Little rotund is a sugar free of guile and treachery as she glimmered red brown in the night

Rolling around free in bed of soft cotton feathers she tossed them up and down cooing papa papa papa

Love Love the colors she said on each dove’s head as they kissed cheeks of sweet innocence red as she blushed sweetly divine

Teeth flashing coquette she accepted compliments in hands of dainty control

Fiery Fiery is the temper and progressive thought as she stood tall and flashed eyes of heavily lashed with surges of power

I am I am she said my Father’s one who will wage all for love of whom

By

Felicia McCaw

Dental, Poverty, Healthcare and the Impoverished Working and Poor American People

To: President Barack Obama

From: Felicia McCaw

If you could just read this and agree that our (every race) people teeth and nutritional health is important and needs correcting fast then I would appreciate it. I care…I don’t have money…but I care enough to petition for them to get help and find out why our teeth are riddled with decay and deterioration.

Thank you.

Dental, Poverty, Healthcare and the Impoverished Working and Poor American People

As I sit here in meditative thought, all I can think of is sweet America and the poor people therein. We are the dream that Martin Luther King said he would not be here to see the epitome of choice and chance to harness all the races grace and ability to bring this country to its prominent greatness.

I am I am just a man who understands the need and rigor of a true pioneer to succeedly conquer obstacles with all pulling as a united force and face against inner and outer resistance to upholding the virtue and modesty of this great nation.

We are the people we are the people who watch and wait and foil the insidious threat against our moral fortitude and who try to tarnish this nations right as a world power. We are the backbone of this nation we are the spokes in every wheel that turn.

We are for our people and for the ability to have all who needs dental work done as expeditiously and with comparative cost to be offset by volunteer and reduction in school loans which will privy them to not only experience but assist financially as well.

Smaller countries are doing the same. Why can’t we? Why should they rob Peter to Pay John and scratch in dirt to pay Michael? In regard to levels of impoverish working people these are the people who cannot afford to fix their teeth without coming into harm of being financially devastated and loss of gainful employment and structural shelter.

The goal is continuous and that is to march forward with pen and paper to become the hero of the underdogs who are under privileged and are stranded in positions of a life of blight. Additionally, I would like to discuss further is putting a smile on every citizens face to ensure proper nutrition is enabled.

What my Suggestive Plan of Action is:

1. Grants for study and populace to come in.
2. Experimental dental work and change in procedures.
3. Documented Studies as to why a large populace has bad teeth and whether it is due to nutritional value.
4. Free dental hygiene kits for children and impoverish.
5. Comparative work in pictorial format for books reflecting changes.
6. Harness and Learn different procedures from different countries with documented exchange of information and procedures.
7. Third Country Studies of why no bad teeth, cavity, deterioration with lack of vitamin c, etc.

FM

Dear President Obama and world: RE: THREE CREDIT UNIONS

Dear President Obama and world:

RE: THREE CREDIT UNIONS

I would like to open this topic for the world to discuss concerns that they may have with the three credit report agencies that we have in America and what I feel is necessary.

I feel that it is intricately racist and geared toward forcing minorities and the impoverished white populace in the worst credit bracket imaginable and geared toward oppression and suppression.

For one thing any inquiry equals a depreciation in credit score and is retained in creditor records for future reference in the offering of credit lines, loans or mortgages.

Secondary, I feel it is unlawful to put lawsuits in records because of invasion of privacy. These records are unusually subpoenaed from the court system and feel fraud is being done whether known or not it is still incorrect.

Thirdly, removal of creditors from report if account has been outstanding for seven years with no double reporting is being done, e.g., judgment in district court and by companies (both refer to the same original bill but is reported twice as a detriment to the consumer) with funds outstanding. Fraud is fraud.

Fourthly, reporting of interest on dead accounts is illegal and fraudulent business reporting. Once account is closed and reflects the balance that was outstanding at closure and finalization this is the only balance that is due and just this amount only with no fees, interest or whatever to escalate it upward.

Also, any bills of value of less than five hundred dollars is unfair business tactics and intentional harm and harassment to consumers suffering whether from illness or any other harm and prevents gainful employment to try to pay these outstanding bills.

Further, two companies are sufficient or just one and each has the same records and if correct information is supposedly at just one of them they need to analyze, be revamped and organize the agencies to just one if ten employees or less are employed.

Obsolete rules need to be discarded and restricted for better running and customer care and understanding and further this score should not be used in car purchases that escalate the interest rates too high a rate, house rental, insurance, entertainment companies or any companies whereby a consumer is looked at prejudice or bias.

Fair is fairness to us Americans is what we want. We can’t buy if we are financially ruined by a crippling low credit score.

It takes a lot to express displeasure, resentment, anger because of fear. Protesting passively is all I know and appealing for myself and others.

Thank you.

Felicia McCaw

A Battered Flag Continues to Fly --- To President Obama

Dear: President Obama
It would please me to the utmost if you would read this because I know you feel the same that we love this country even if it has some bittersweet tears … we still love all within anyway.

Thank you.

Felicia

We as Americans want to emphasize that no matter the circumstances whether beat down, trodden upon, defeated once, twice, thrice we continue to fight.

We are choice, we are pray, we are stamina, we are endurance, we are fight, we are continuous in our endeavor to protect state and home.

We are the ones who care about our fellowman and the inborn levels of honesty, dignity, integrity, strength, focus, honor and pride to fulfill the purpose of choice and deeds promised.

As a patriot it is always our intent to protect the people within state by state from threat from locals as well as foreign who align themselves against our fellow patriots.

Threat by threat whether carried out or not we will march on and evolve the people and help the people to learn to live safer, be more tolerant, be more protective and activate the honor inside all to protect ourselves in this great country – The United States of America.

We all love this country for it is dear to my heart as well as to all who live within.

Thank you.

Sincere, Serious as Hell

We are active and watchful.

F.M.

Lily and Her Husband Gray

Lily and Her Husband Gray

A day of great sorrow clamored fierce in my heart and soul as shadows of pain flowed

As tears cascaded in my soul for my sweet one of so much good cheer and light and kind was murdered for love of me

My soul cries for the love of lost is so dear I keep her and him close safe within my sphere forever to be my children of sweet justice

Communes of deep of conversations sweet as hearts collide and cascades stars and miracles of peace as he and she walks by

An enemy of deep came and took away the fear and distrust and established the real for imaginary was thought be but it reflect the stark truth of now

For sweet ambassador of peace of love was she and he to fulfill God’s love and promise to acknowledge of same for me and one day as we meet again and love forever as my daughter and son

By

Felicia McCaw

With These Hands

As I peruse these hands of justice I compel the truth to flow with majesty glow

Contemptuous thoughts scale magic lunacy as it thrills the soul

Composed as my God prevails they work toil for those loved with free largesse

Pervading thoughts caress each as they fluidly glide through channel channel and maze of clear unclear

Practical practical they propose a gift of given of each minute year day of signals of irrational thoughts of closing symbolic rites of praise

Rocks of Gibraltar cascade freely of sin correct thus once twice thrice as love of God propels the force of glorious light of our own true Lord

Cascades of tears culminated in eyes of grown white for fulfilled is the prophecy of Elijah of hands unsuited rein the rain of Holy Ghost

Burning fierce they flash faster faster as God frees the light of judgment

By

Felicia McCaw

Crimes of Passion

Blood pounding in veins of outrage anger

Nights of quiet echo the sound of cries of distress

Above below witness the play of Othello Desdemona reacted over and over as the moon watches quiet and still

Why why why cries the owl as it circles close to see all

Beneath the night it stands to reason that the night creeps around and laughs uproariously as the act of melodrama sears the night

Eyes eyes eyes move watch thrilled for a chance to devour details of horrific to portray the scene over over as all cringe within as violence cracks the whip in the air

Primal drums of feral scream tonight tonight as anger sashays a sassy dance all its own

Seduce is the night of crime passion for secular is no murder of flames

By

Felicia McCaw

ASSIGNMENT FOR JUNIOR - COLLEGE STUDENTS ALL OVER THE WORLD #14

The Purpose of this assignment (Title - Folly's Truimph) is to interpret each line as theoretical theory as far as using judgmental guess, opinion to express an interpretation of meaning. As proceeds further, will be the expression of thought of relative and summation conclusion. (You may use a dictionary, thesaurus and work with partner or in class as a project.) (Please get permission from teacher.)

Folly’s Triumph

Inspired by Aesop’s Fables Retold and Illustrated by Brad Sneed.

Wishing

A time of need is indeed the flow of inquiry for a sign of same we wish for the ability to be

But is it indeed the climatic purpose we expect it to be

For right or not we cannot expect the same if we are left without and indeed the purpose transposes the inquiry into wishing

Pride

Indeed the emotional upheaval of triumph of nothing that surpasses

As it mirrors a translucence of state it differs not but contrarily it reflects a glorious tribute of tragic defeat and dismal failure resulting in regulatory collapse

Cunning

Tremulous thoughts became a measure of guile to bespoke a purpose to reflectively fool

Unfortunately the purpose transcended far and exceeded thoughts of negately cruel clear for it fails

Propositions

Remedies are indeed the caustic reflections of truth that solvable is sometimes elusive meliorating plays as times reflects that truth revealeth not but refines

Refines is indeed tinsel not silver but fake as a melody is played thin

Beauty or Not is the Question

Forget not the reason of reality that grounds a sparrow in its sorrow

For indeed it concludes that reflective of thought looks matter not but the within is the glory and not the ego of supreme that has been coaxed unwarily free and subsides above with nothing below

For flattery of none truth is engaged gladly with enthused eagerness

Perseverance Reveals Much

Reeling from the intrusive is the meek, humble who see a time of struggle and adversity

Continuing on the goal is to be different avenues of trial reflective through need and effort to fulfill a unique approach to reveal peculiar pardon of slow enrich and enthrall

Having Cake is not indeed the Thrill

Foreword is indeed the creation of content that illustrates the savor of victory when foppery clicks it heels and nays

Forebear is the shadow that exhales pleasure of enrichment of forte and fortitude to ignore the obvious and embrace the content of actuality

Mercy Granted is an Honorable Contract

Contrarily contrarily to thought size is negated as not the summation of heroism but acknowledge the conclusion of saturated wit that exhales thanks of salvation

Explicit of significance reveals exuberant fanaticism of glory that reveal triumph of fair concept of self and others with acceptable countenance pleasure unrefined

Being they not we are pleased to exhale mercy on all who are burdened down and lift upward flow

Prevention is the Key

Forward comes the know that sorry is the known after then the cruelty of safe

Displaying conspicuously is the famish for familiar but fate reveals facisim

Unlike faille stepping through windows of fatal concludes measures of steps that revolt but clinches sight

A Cheat is a Folly in Itself

To win to some is the epitome of elation

Thrilled waves of ecstasy fulfills self and all who contain

Contestants competition is resulteth of none gathered who cannot place otherwise

Blame blame consideration for false false results in fall of bitter sweet halo

Attempts attempts foiled again for regrets are as none but cheer for it is the mood is clear as rain that dispel not

But an unclear path is adversity’s chastity belt and adversary to afford conquer and flight to freedom

A Step at a Time Fulfills All

Contrarily to thought a little is spite and devilment truth

Step by step it foils a plot of insidious catastrophic to a cat’s paw of casual for the census en masse surge ahead excepting charisma’s thrill

For completion is done and sorrow for tomorrow is not a deed to savor

But despite the conclusive concave regrettably complex is complimentary to compose a compulsion of concerto of concoct

A Rascal’s Thanks is Erratic

A tasks of chosen is seldom blessed with cheery calls of thanks

Encompasses of embraces it forbids the examination or analysis of content

Embroiled helplessly the thanks causes emetic to appear and ensure the enterprising equanimity and flog her equilibrium to treasure epitaphs in epigrams of honor

For indeed the erratic is perpetual unclear but focus is enraged as the ensconce entangle for thanks of all is start in encumber

Plain Practical is the Cover

Affective of thought is a contrary melodious melody
Decisive of plain she beguiles the practical to reside gently of façade

Resigned to the affliction that becomes a blight of world known she dismisses the ape of various shades and smiles of practicality that a blemish of known becomes an impetus of a ingénue to fly anyway

Fore with she looks at challenge of ramrod to enthrall the perversion of rank rapaciousness to rationalize a tone now who rasps honey sweet that laughs uproariously at rancid of acceptance not for death is preferable that emanates ethereal

Etymology is sneered at regardless of whom of practicality of respect of some none all

Arrogance used Wrongly fails Pride with Sorrow

Blatant use of superiority reflects the conceit of undoing that leaves a breath of unfavor

En Masse en masse it is still clear the unique is fake of deceit and unworthy of praise thanks that even leaven bread mocks all consume

Bluster of boast clang repeatedly as blockade blushes as they blight evolving and stagnate contently as bladder indifferently blasé as bookends sail contently by with blizzard of tongues of no thought but stifled all competition and block elite and content with second thirds fourths and lack

Bombard bombard the fight clicks clicks as illiteracy raises its hellish torch and flies proud

Small Large We are the Same

Disparage below causes a moan of dismay to see whom benefit of reap is the abused

Sweet is the victorious who watch content as the vigil reflects small large same in cold chill of day

Vigilant is the vigor who sees a view of villain of virtuosity reflects vital all and void to vicious play

Volatile is the tension that flows worldwide that drifts endlessly on each waft and cause unfavorable reflection of thought that wages a war of questionable lucidity or luck

Phoenix phoenix we arise as thus with contrary wander as wanderlust to game of other we wane we wane for we are one and only one wins

By

Felicia McCaw

CITY OF SAGINAW POSTING – FIVE

I am writing regarding property located at Genesee Avenue and Webber Street and it is quite extensive and is enabled with ability to place structural designed plants or plant to help revitalize the City of Saginaw and allow revenue to be amassed and be used to halt the dying of this city.

Eventually, there will be no decent housing structures for the Citizens of Saginaw who are trying to be beneficial contributing citizens. Further, this area can also serve as an abutment to the prospective remodeled and sold plant north of this property with this land and plant reserved it can be revamped with sectional businesses of approved chains that are stability in times of recession and depression and in the present state that we are encased within.

Another reason I feel a park is unnecessary is that most citizens on this side of Saginaw are black and there is an inordinate amount of racial tension intertwined into this city that would impede the usability of a park and the expenditure of monies that is needed to help citizens upscale their properties and reinforce their choice to live in this city and help stop decay in its tracks.

As I transverse the City of Saginaw taking mental notes I see the impoverish cry within and want to educate and tell all we need to retain these large sections for plants for the continuance and support of school operation.

Currently, this property is zoned RA-1, not contaminated, acreage is 54 acres, and if we could obtain an industrial zoning then it would simply the organization, development and structural base for starting a businesses here with easier access of those who have no transportation.

Further, we have parks all over the City of Saginaw which are not being used and are deteriorating due to lack of activity and care and due to crime for which a security guard would need to be there to keep the peace and stabilize the area and help concerned parents be more at ease with allowing their children out of their site. The bigger the park the more security is needed. Also, who would be obligated for the upkeep of this park and for how long…would an agreement have to be drafted to ensure both parties uphold their duties?

Consequently, suppose the City of Saginaw has unfortunately been burdened with this new parks expenditures and upkeep where would the monies come from when access to internet is limited and is in coordination with books and fines.

We need internet access for our students more than a park for the enrichment and cultivating of their minds and evolve them to take up their new positioning as our future.

Thank you.

Felicia

To: IMANI AND ALL YOUNG PEOPLE

To: IMANI AND ALL YOUNG PEOPLE
FROM: FELICIA

BOOK - Inspired by What Eric Knew by James Howe

A Ring of Circle Comes She Back
(Resulting Poem - See on this website as example.)

I would like to teach you how to take a book and write a poem. The first thing is to read the book and write notes on what you find interesting in each chapter and learn the gist of the theme and then write something that you associate with the book and what it means to you.

I have taken this book and took something about several aspects in the book and made the poem a mystery and something that cause you to read the book and find associate values that cause you to continue using books to bounce ideas from and write and compose a unique rendition of your own.

What you are using are active verbs (these are verbs that indicate these are things that are done (or doing something) and let your thoughts go for anything goes in your poem, prose and poetry.

The key is that these words are used differently than regular English and are descriptive but unusual in context and usage.

Ask me if you have questions…Imani and I will try to teach you.

Ok. Love You.

Felicia

CITY OF SAGINAW POSTING FOUR

I am again looking at the City of Saginaw, Michigan as a pilot still to bring commerce, new economy, infusing of monies in businesses, equalizing treatment of people as human beings with feelings and teaching appropriate behavior as norms exist and continue enforcing of laws and regulations with no nuances, innuendo and or incorporating sexual favors as payment or exchange for jobs, training, etc.

I know we have had some bad episodes in this city but I still feel we are a contender for a college town and with that boon under our belt we can also be a facilitator and welcoming committee to any plant that would fit comfortably into the confines of land that exist. General Motors has property that has no contamination and would enable the rebuilding of this town since its positioning is unique for it is ¾ of the Sec. 24 pole and rumored to be lucky for all the Indians were glad to rid themselves of this property and technically it is reservation property and a casino situated here would not hamper Mt. Pleasant’s business but enhance the attractiveness of coming to Saginaw as well and bring surplus monies into the Income Tax Department that allows overage to be shifted to troubled departments each year.

I also have my dream of opening a small wisecracking shop called “Stupid Cunt” downtown as a tourist attraction owned by Felicia McCaw as symbolic of my travails and other women who were condescended to and I would like to use my notoriety to bring riches to us all.


Felicia :)

"STUPID CUNT" BUSINESS NAME

"STUPID CUNT" PUBLISHING

"STUPID CUNT" DISPLAYS

"STUPID CUNT" SKITS

"STUPID CUNT" PLAYS

"STUPID CUNT" MUSICALS

COPYWRIGHT©FELICIA MCCAW

FELICIA'S REQUEST TO SVSU

Here is something close to my heart..when I got sick I had to totally withdraw because I became sick and was intimidated by the hate exhibited towards me at SVSU. I am giving this presentation as my side of the matter in defense because I did nothing to no one but was subjected to scandalous rumor after another that caused me to progressively become ill (sexual harassment) and the thought that if I responded I would be killed because they were white people attacking me...therefore I tried to sue but was cursorily threw away like rubbish because all of the slurs hurt my ability to go to school in peace and lodged people against me so I could not continue to go ... because I became ill with nervousness and suffered anxiety attacks I left (withdraw totally).

What would you do if you were me? Would you kill yourself or try to get someone to help you because you know your role in your family and that is to help and assist my remaining living parent as much as I can.

I still want to sue because I am bitter, unhappy, don't trust no one and am suffering hurt throughout. Do you think I have a chance to sue? I am just embarrassed as hell and shame is dripping off me everywhere I go and I am seeking professional help so I can make it. It's no fun being the world's kick bag.

CURRENT PRESIDENT

Dear Sir,

Ever has it been a dream of mine to finish college and be exposed to higher learning and concepts and theoretical touché’ and accomplishments.

I am a student who is black who left Saginaw Valley State University because she felt physically threatened and started to become emotionally troubled by the treatment she received at Saginaw Valley State University.

I have never felt so disappointed in my life to know that in this time and day that a student of any race or age could be denied an education. I still have the need to express myself to you now because I have had all kinds of jeers, sneers, contemptuous taunts and unkind remarks thrown my way.

When I think of the most illustrious contemplation of learning include all of God’s children whether they believe in God or not. To me Jehovah is the light of my life, soul, flesh and love of my heart and I want to thank the good Christian people for keeping me safe. I am humble so humble in my thanks that I am still alive and my faith is high high but even I fear a mass of people who would hurt me…I am but one but my Father is all and I am clinging to him with all my strength, sorrows and burdens have I testified as the woman in the bible but none is like you Jesus and walked away with Joy as she touched his shoulder.

I am her for I look look and grow angered for they still care not for God and his son and his edicts and lust for bloodshed, coveting and harming children and grown.

When will they understand I am just peace and see God in all and try to give all a chance whether they believe in God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit or nothing but self. I am a living testimony that he lives and loves me and all. I am really trying to forgive forgive and help these people for they understand not the trouble and danger they have put us all in.

Forgive me but I have become saved and I love God, my parents (4) and family even though the rocks thread the net heavy with anger and bitterness.

I hope everything is better at Saginaw Valley State University for I left so none would suffer for my being on campus. I did not want to be the catalyst and cause of racial hate toward black people for once violence is exhibited towards us…no one black could attend college without fear for their lives and the next race then the next until none would come that is not Caucasian.

Finishing college is still my love, desire, crave for something forbidden is the sweetest of nectar that leaves wine a pale apology behind.

In conclusion to this narration, I wish to relay that I have breast cancer and had surgery July 7, 2015 to have it removed and I am wondering is there anyway to get my official transcripts because all I want to do is all the good I can before I go and going to Strayer and Western Governor’s is my choice to finish the Special Education Program and I feel it would grant the chance to be more competitive educationally worldwide and disallow “so-called” retard classes and merge them in regular classes which will allow them to have a chance to learn in a different pattern to carry a “C” average.

Approach I feel that is needed is not systematic repetition of guidelines they do not understand and do not comprehend. To them a book is foreign and it is a hostile apparition that looks back and intimidates and causes resentment, anger, hate, antagonism, sociopathic and violence towards those who assimilate well to over excellent.

I cannot come back to Saginaw Valley State University for the threat is almost tangible and makes me ill therefore I am requesting the balance outstanding to not be held against me and my official transcript be released to me and Western Governor’s and a copy to myself and the balance waived.

I hoped for monetary compensation or classes to finish my degrees but have received no answer therefore based on parallel laws governing student loans for students suffering a life threatening illness. Therefore, I am requesting a cancelling of debt outstanding due to no fault of my own and which were affective from outside uncontrollable unknown sources. My quest is to devise a theoretical revamp and reconstructive pattern to relearn and teach in differential manner.

Please consider my request for cancelling of debt and forward official transcripts to Strayer and Western Governors.

Sincerely,
Felicia McCaw

Petals On The Wind

Drifting slow fast they called Harmony

Flutter Flutter listen to my sweet melodic song

Thrilling all with each turn they circulated free

Simple and ease was the promise they made

Motion to motion careered the thought they exist

Thoughts of free was the escalated beginning of start and end

Tomorrow we begin to be Petals on the Wind

By

Felicia McCaw

Sin

Ethereal delight as warm as candle’s burn

Talking free of all with skin of rich chocolate

Slithering all around it played cajoled once again free free free

Eyes of bold roved free of restraint as they toyed incessantly

Thoughts of forbidden cackled I be I be for I am not a regret

Inviting hands drifted restlessly played cajoled until fruit of desire became free free free

Willing willing to tease played cajoled until succumbed to witness sin

By

Felicia McCaw

A Robin’s Smile

O Father I have seen a smile of pure

Little sweet it caresses the eyes of sweet Jesus

Looking around curious all it grows grows as clear and deep as rainbow’s heart

Giggling giggling free it travels content throughout

God’s kingdom touching each face with sugar blossoms

Happy content it looks at all above and below with sweet benevolence

Seeing a soul despised hated it gives a pleasure of joy to see their all be justified and mercy granted

O sweet a robin’s smile is the sweetest joy and kindness of all

By

Felicia McCaw

Dark Castle

Mystery swirling like a simmering kettle of a brew unknown

It stood straight with dark evil menace daring all to enter

Teeth clenched tight with ferociousness savagery growled deep in its soul

Daylight cursed as it battled with night became its welcoming call to seduce the innocence bequeath

Laughter wild with screaming pain echoed the halls night day

Slamming doors of snap looked askance at all who dared to come

Creaking floors giggled come anyway inside come anyway inside and play for leave you won’t today tomorrow ever they say they say

By

Felicia McCaw

Ode to Orlandis

A mystery I have found with many turns and rounds

Riddle Riddle I have made for me and thee to protect us from foes and players of the circle of the sphere

Tips and clues have been given for the alert astute and non-forsaken

Riddle Riddle I thought my mind would whirl around loose loose not I for I friend I claim in thee

Caring and sweet I find you to be and my heart and soul appreciate you free

In the site are clues clues for I said a cat claw’s has done this mess and around you is its force and I am watchful of threats and measures for I value you safe

Tickle Tickle goes the clock for I have not acknowledge it fret it none for time has begun

A spider is the thrift for it knits all day long and a web of seduction is its game and danger is its name

By

Felicia McCaw

Little Petal

Glimpses of lashes flutter in air of gentle wind

Hair of silken black sweet graced a head of small elegance

Black eyes of molten silver perused all with curious

A nose of straight with small arch leveled with flair of

Neck of slim swan bowed with grace to her Father’s word

Obedient with scholarly pursuits she played the lute with fingers of nimble quick

Her Father’s heart she knew well her place she be

Looking with eyes of wonder she progressively say we evolve the world and sigh yes happily

Nimble quick she graciously bespeak praise to all and contributor of her time with remarkable tolerance

Loving with loyalty she stands with her husband through all

By

Felicia McCaw

Kunta’s Flight for Freedom

A night of cold anger sparkled with hate caressed the woods of dark unremorse

Far into darkened sadness the night invited all of freedom seeking to dance with feet of quicken

Guile and slippery thoughts giggled hysterically inside his mind to run run run until his heart smiled

Freedom Freedom song its sweet thrilling blessing to come come come come Kunta and all repressed oppressed

Mesmerized by the ghostly allure of the North Star he followed as it called his name deep in state of murmur

I come I come he replied with running strides of long consuming space as it flew by speed

Harsh was the speed as it cajoled him with giddy laughter fly Kunta fly for the hounds bay loud with vicious epithets and foaming saliva smiled

Sweat dripping from his head torso glistened as the threat choked his heart and thundered evade evade as he came close to swamp land swamp land

Ears perked upward for acute was his mind and soul to the cringing clinking noise that became hideously loud until his mind swimmed with panic to run faster faster as his hand clenched his joujou bag

Superhuman strength became his as he prayed and leaped past a sleeping crocodile whose yellow eyes watched with alarming quickening interest and teeth of ominous length glistened hunger

Listening to the splashing thunder of its movements Kunta continued forward swerving twisting zigzagging until he reached the end and the trail ended abrupt

Bending over heart churning inside Kunta breathe deep life giving air as he fell to his knees with thanks hearing the retreat of his hunters and screams of the hounds and silence silence silence for he was free and slave no more

By

Felicia McCaw

A Boy Named Jabe

Inspired by Big Jabe, written by Jerdine Nolen, illustrated by Kadir Nelson.

Momma Poppa lived a time of slave times running with a tree of old done and trustful no more with flowers a blossom

Whispering low and sweet the tree reminiscences and tells of how freedom
marched in and freed the slaves on Plenty Plantation true

Addy Addy was a young house slave on Plenty Plantation who cleaned cleaned the house and big and fished fished until all were fed contentment wise

Mr. Plenty Mr. Plenty was indeed the epitome of contentment for his love of catfish bass and brim was herald loud and true with a smile of benevolence favor to Addy for bringing all

A day of hunger struck him loudly and with directions clear he sent Addy with fishing rod of caught quick

Midday Midday came went with a catch of none for she tried tried for anger and hunger she wanted to face naught at all for in her eye she saw

Instead of fish came a basket of woven intricacies and cradled inside was a boy of five or six smiling smiling angelic fair as she lifted him into arms of concern love

Gracious sweet he gifted her with a pear of color gold heaven that tasted ambrosia delicacy

A name of Jabe was the curious boy from nowhere found as he took the seeds of apple and buried them quick for they pop pop and say we grow we grow triple far and tall as wick

Looking at Addy with eyes of huge brown curious he asked idea of want for her desire to catch fish fish was her intent and with a joyous grin Jabe called them to summon and perform acrobatic twists turns flips of amazing as they piled willingly in wagon of empty

Feast Feast they did for plenty came to feed all all in the quarters of house and house of big

Fed Fed they all slept full replete with sweet elation

Addy fisher of fish laughed full for Jabe was indeed the catch of the day and how he called the fish from waters of quiet and watched as they propelled themselves into wagon of free

Plenty Plenty Plantation indeed was the favor since Jabe came and he grew grew magically tall month by month and worked harder than fifty men alone

Jabe was blessed and all prospered freely from his hands of tender giving of love and love returned

Jabe Jabe plucked plucked cotton in whirls of wind until all was gathered tendered bagged free

Anger stirred ferocious fire in Mr. Sorenson’s craw as Jabe did wondrous deeds of miraculous and inside him brimmed hate fierce with anger
thundering until he displayed a whipping good on poor innocent Pot-Tim for a tune he whistled happy

Turn for turn a twister blew in hard cold beating and tossing all aside like twist of dice as the chicken coop twirled swirled until found a new perch to rest as Pot-Tim and family disappeared all within the next swirl free

Jabe handy and swift nailed nailed with steady pounds until the roof raised tight secure right sound as drum rings

Once again anger stirred ferocious fire in Mr. Sorenson’s craw as Jabe did wondrous deeds of miraculous and inside him brimmed hate fierce with anger thundering until he displayed a whipping good on poor innocent Jubal for trying to help roof of gone

Turn for turn the heaven of sky rained hard hard until slices whipped every surface and carried away Lester, Sweetie Belle and Jubal to a life free

Plenty Plenty Plantation flourished rich sparkle all the summer with speckled cows rich with rivers of milk, sheep of wool aplenty and barn full of cotton bales of heavy and smokehouse of three to handle the smoking of all meat and a larder in the big house so full it cried full

Susie an old tired plow horse of weary broken of age and was next to be asset upon by Mr. Sorenson disappeared and appeared young with youth and smile anew for she was safe safe from a man of anger hate

Looking with eyes of avid curiosity Mr. Sorenson asked asked George how how did Susie become young young again

George looked questioned at Mr. Sorenson and told him unclear that Susie was found in the woods aprancing free

Looking peculiar in the face Mr. Sorenson searchingly questioned the thought that Jabe was the solution for mysterious became strange prosperity for Plenty Plantation and a key to it all was Addy the starting begin

Anger stirred ferocious fire in Mr. Sorenson’s craw as Jabe did wondrous deeds of miraculous still and inside him brimmed hate fierce with anger thundering until he displayed distrust and suspicion of Addy casting spells and jiggling charms of magic and a wish to sell her quick for the riches were abundant true

Searching high and low for Addy Mr. Sorenson did he but finding naught but chains locked secure and gone with trail of none none with evidence of traces twinkling with laughter loud free

Jabe Jabe chopping away at wood of fluid continuance as naught none occurred and leaving Plenty Plantation he left going coming helping this one and that bringing prosperity and lifting burdens free

By

Felicia McCaw

A Cricket’s Song

Is a sweet little melody

Far and Near I hear it tinkling in my ear

O sweet morrow it promises us all so we don’t fear

Smiles aplenty it lavishes sweet thoughts as it serenades us all true

I look I look around me and I see I see life’s sweet mystery

Tinkle Tinkle saw a star above and afar and it cast a glow from a cricket’s eye

Love Love it glowed for he loves Jesus and God throughout time and forever for he sayeth God said I am and he replied I love for you are

By

Felicia McCaw

Toadie Frog

Adventurous lad was Toadie Frog he looking here and far to see a place to roam and bee

Knock Knock he went to his brother’s house of blue saying come out come out and away we go and travel the sea

Fun Fun we will have all family together together we travel light and free

Tackle rackle it became the main for we dress for fishing is our game to clear and catch a load of sweet endear

Aha came Toadie Frog asmile as dimples danced near and far he cuddled his Mary close by and said I’m glad home was close and near

By

Felicia McCaw

ROAR

Thundering clouds ran fast as lightening quivers and shakes

Hear Hear Hark Hark the ears clamor for cease cease to quiet

Mountains rumble rumble deep down as centuries past in seconds of demise

Meetings of the minds of power converge and look askance at odd fellows folly

Committance of what is the questions of thundering play of voices raised as mighty swords of thrust and righteous follows quiet deep in respose and retrospective thoughts

Roar Roar it will not it will not continue continue for I am I am I am he that watches watches watches and wait

By

Felicia McCaw

Trends

We think of ways to be and ways to convert ourselves to serve a way

But is a trend the follow or the leader of our wayward ways

Contrary Contrary is the thought that we see a person who mocks the grace of good conduct

What say the mockingbird to Trends as she walks and struts the thoughts of many and clearly knows they are untrue and fake

Angelic sweet innocence is the look we gather for deceit is indeed the measure of Achilles heel of itself for it not of hers but she seek the thoughts of many as sift of flour through the chaste

For like yesterday it summoned the click and the turn of wheel that slowly modulates its own emergence for it is empirical

Modules of summarization it begins for thoughts and blasé fails and counter changes rapidly for the pace slowed but indeed we parallel once twice thrice and nary again until The Trends announce

By

Felicia McCaw

The Dream

Dying not it flourishes on seconds of eternal time

Even though tears fall fast and revolve the circle it renders not the concept of what

Adversity Adversity is the counter and measure but it is not the end or beginning is it thus

Challenge Challenge it paraded its own song but it began to sing its own sweet call of concession

Bitter turned the wheel left right left right until it folded it hands and said

Better smiled smiled and continued the flow of the dream pushing slowly it began until it escalated slow and then faster

Despite logic it began to dance and it eloquently spoke volumes of thoughts and emotional glee for it feels and bespeaks to God himself

The Dream of humanity holds fast for we are as God planned except we err but we still stand fast to correct and serve else humanity dies and ceases and pain prevail triumph

By

Felicia McCaw

A Ring of Circle Comes She Back

Inspired by What Eric Knew by James Howe

A day appeared like any with mail of mystery falling clear

Appearance deceptive it reflected a nuance of bizarre of initials of three

What is the question of acts of dissimilar for he was adventurous until a time of quiet and unsteady

Letter of arrival with initials of S.I.S. written solo ignited curiosity for spelled out it was Susan Iris Siddons of only one known but died in 1902

On tombstone written in script of easy pain she reaped and in death she sowed pain of great until a garden of poison ivy appeared far wide with roots of origin below

Happy was she not but legend was she for her ghost lingered round and tradition rings a bell at nine to celebrate in its own toll

As she others left their last rant at large for it states as I am thou will be for a callous stranger are thee for passeth not will you be as pause and reflect I am not to be die for I so do you in memory of none will thee be for like to like and yoke to yoke

Spirits of spirits she roamed restless as a soul of cry to right a wrong she claimed her redemption on many hands in the play as still as the night even the crickets sighed in quiet resignation for she comes night after night face accusing one by one truth of righteous ringing loud louder loudly as they fell

Susan’s eyes of accusing in ghostly face looked at Jenny for her ring was given to her by her husband and crave it back she did wearing glove of one

Morose sad she roamed with resentment for the ring was hers but Jenny hid it and none could find it for its secret glowed elusive

Apparitions was Susan as she looked in the mirror of speculation and theory stroking her cheek in question as she stood in the bathing light of dark navy in the cemetery

Eric knew a secret of mysterious labeled S.I.S. and in the tower was the start for in a crack was a dollar bill curled affirming the second clue

A third missive of mystery arrived from Eric with directions of tread tread the stairs that squeak and look beneath the third for a peek

Beneath the stair was the ring of mystery a band of gold engraved with the initials of S.I.S. for which Susan roamed crying searching for

A missive of four of the mystery arrived and touted its own prevailing stroke of ingenious for mystery for Susan came for her missing ring

By

Felicia McCaw

Class Assignment - A POEM TO BE CREATED FROM BOOK

Class Assignment - The purpose of this assignment is to take whatever subject matter is provided and use it as a base. Goal and option is to take a book and use it as base and do a poem of creativity from what you have read.

As established the base is written subject matter in either text book format, prose, book, poems or whatever is given and you are to use this material as living interactive transference of ideas generated from your base to form a new thought in a compiled report,a poem or prose format or any report that you are working on. As you read relax and let the ideas flow to compile a poem that is reflective of your interpretation of what you have read. Further your ideal finished product does not have to be a duplication but a dance upon words, ideas to follow but not follow and produce something different.

Generating ideas from one point to another is called brainstorming and your finished project falls under this category.

A Ring of Circle Comes She Back

Inspired by What Eric Knew by James Howe

A day appeared like any with mail of mystery falling clear

Appearance deceptive it reflected a nuance of bizarre of initials of three

What is the question of acts of dissimilar for he was adventurous until a time of quiet and unsteady

Letter of arrival with initials of S.I.S. written solo ignited curiosity for spelled out it was Susan Iris Siddons of only one known but died in 1902

On tombstone written in script of easy pain she reaped and in death she sowed pain of great until a garden of poison ivy appeared far wide with roots of origin below

Happy was she not but legend was she for her ghost lingered round and tradition rings a bell at nine to celebrate in its own toll

As she others left their last rant at large for it states as I am thou will be for a callous stranger are thee for passeth not will you be as pause and reflect I am not to be die for I so do you in memory of none will thee be for like to like and yoke to yoke

Spirits of spirits she roamed restless as a soul of cry to right a wrong she claimed her redemption on many hands in the play as still as the night even the crickets sighed in quiet resignation for she comes night after night face accusing one by one truth of righteous ringing loud louder loudly as they fell

Susan’s eyes of accusing in ghostly face looked at Jenny for her ring was given to her by her husband and crave it back she did wearing glove of one

Morose sad she roamed with resentment for the ring was hers but Jenny hid it and none could find it for its secret glowed elusive

Apparitions was Susan as she looked in the mirror of speculation and theory stroking her cheek in question as she stood in the bathing light of dark navy in the cemetery

Eric knew a secret of mysterious labeled S.I.S. and in the tower was the start for in a crack was a dollar bill curled affirming the second clue

A third missive of mystery arrived from Eric with directions of tread tread the stairs that squeak and look beneath the third for a peek

Beneath the stair was the ring of mystery a band of gold engraved with the initials of S.I.S. for which Susan roamed crying searching for

A missive of four of the mystery arrived and touted its own prevailing stroke of ingenious for mystery for Susan came for her missing ring

By

Felicia McCaw

The Kid called Billy and Sue the Charmer (Adult Erotica)

Tipping his hat to every frilly skirted lady that crossed his path of reckless he went

White teeth clenched his high priced cigarillo tight as his eyes came into contact with mean looks of menace

Eyebrow arched questioned their issue and presumption that he would not deal as his long finger stroked his Colt 45 with content

Seeing a movement of peace and retreat move swift across faces of two Billy continued walking with light fluid steps

Crooked as the smile in his eyes Billy watched with sardonic amusement for he knew he could help them somewhere to a place of nowhere

Looking and coasting through the town his mood lightened swift as his eyes found and lingered with caressing sighs as Sue lifted her umbrella high with slim hands and blew a kiss of undue familiarity in his direction

Feet almost flying Billy moved swift in her direction until his breath of sweet kissed her forehead of smooth slope as his eyes hungered for kisses of sweet delight

Hooking her arm in his Billy swept her away with honey sweetness towards the hotel of secrecy and backed step by step upward with her hand in his as he kissed her wrist of tender until she blushed blushed and lured her with steady unrelenting intent to his room of seclusion

Closing the door with a masterful thump he leaned upon it as his eyes traveled with alluring heat as he undressed her with tenderness of a man of starvation kissing each inch of her fevered flesh until her legs became weak and she leaned into him for more more more

Hooking her arms around his neck he pushed his pants down until freed his soldier of mastery stood straight as her hands traveled everywhere until they reached the destination he wanted and stroked him as he growled deep within and grabbed her and impaled her sharply with a wolfish smile of delight plunging deeper and deeper repeatedly until she began to scream deep in the back of her throat to stop not but continue as her mind left her and she moaned for more more more

Eyes of experience watched her with speculation as she looked at him with eyes of cloud as he helped her channel forward forward until her level of pleasure escalated upward screaming his name under his mouth of plundering sweet

Turning her back to him he plunged into her like a stallion in flush of heat mounting her with unrelenting strokes until she covered her mouth to suppress her shrieks of wild mounting pleasure as she flowed towards her peak of uncontrollable pain and pleasure melted into one

Feeling her clench and surge he came until explosive waves of throes and music thundered in his heart and mind as he clasped her close as time whispered time and he whispered his his his always

By

Felicia McCaw

The Ugly

Unthinkable is the thought of hypocrisy that revealed

Ultra violet light ran flashing clear until it became a veil of translucence

Clearly it thought the ugly could become a searing thought that could be revoked and stoked to nothing

Compelling was it to all that mindless bowed acquiesce proceeded on the merry changeable parade of destruction

Still it demanded commanded more as the march began to succeed it laughed high with cruelty of ages of developed aeon of inner cheer

Progressively passive it still left none to chance for it grew grew until pain escalated clear to all for passive was what but a game of chance

The ugly slithered here there making sure all knew them for deception is the play of a hand that duped the world until it cried tears of sad knowledge that age gathered wool and felt conceit of sure duplicity for a fool was not sleeping but was outnumbered

Click click it mattered not for it gathered more more more until weary because the strategic play instead of secrecy and decrepit became the idol of worship that forgot youth and future

It mattered not because time equaled brevity that failed to understand that tolerance was mingled with pity and compassion of fully done for the ugly persist for dominance and pretension to one to one when revealed to many

By

Felicia McCaw

Booker T. Washington - A School of Thought and Dreams

Inspired by With Books and Bricks, How Booker T. Washington Built a School, Written by Suzanne Slade.

Once a day Booker T. Washington toiled long hard in the sun of hot fierce working working for free he was not

Heart athrist for something for something he knew not but it cried it cried for learning learning it echoed through chambers wide far wide far as it passed through homeless channels of athrist

A bundle of light he delivered for a book it was called with lives of symphony of thoughts that signified its pleasure pleasure for it carried its own song for sparrow

Eyes agleamed Booker looked at the words transferred magic magic to his mind for thought swirled swirled before him and they spoke spoke to him of all

Forbidden forbidden was its answer and he cried cried why why why they learn they learn I have something to know to know and give and give and give as his face glowed light of inner

Civil War of States ended the hierarchy of dominance and cascaded lights of freedom freedom chime chime and for Booker at the age of nine begin to read read for his Father God taught him and he thirsted thirsted for more more more

Booker working deep in coal mines of pitch black heard it clear clear a school for black students in Virginia and his mind and heart collided rejoice rejoice for here was deliverance deliverance

Working steadily his pick slashed repeatedly at black gold with thoughts of money gold with thoughts of money for books, train ticket and school humming as it carved its way home home with dreams of school

A man of young Booker walked and begged transportation until he reached Virginia to be schooled to be schooled to teach black students his dream of learning learning

Alabama called its own sweet siren song to Booker to teach and he came he came as sweet as hummingbird with his books and smiles and dreams of enlightenment and learning

Arriving Booker searched looking for a school finding naught but a shed with no windows but holes in roof and it became the school of start

First day of school showed it all the desire to learn spanned far and wide as they squeezed in and held umbrella of share to keep dry as the lessons poured forth one by one as if in a measured beat

Brick by brick it rose trailing fingers of joy and laughter the school grew with thoughts of deeds, principles, points, nuances, play and at the cost a watch of precious

A door of welcome glimmered far and wide to allow and encourage all to enter and learn as they came the more brick bricks giggled with joy and stood united in walls of unique to teach teach for an effort was made for all to evolve and spiral to stars

As stars twinkled down and blessed each for a process began with an unequivocal thought aspires to sublime surreal pleasure of truth and the educated sect

By

Felicia McCaw

ONE GREAT PROJECT FOR ALL STUDENTS DISCUSSION OF APOLLO THE GREAT (Apollon)

The god of Greek prophecy and healing.

This assignment consist of writing an essay together and turning it in for extra credit work to your teacher. The purpose is to learn to communicate civilly with other people of other races and being able to merge a thought plan and working plan for future negotiations which would involve treaty and any significant effects that would alter communicative, innovative thoughts and combined actions to foil a threat or contain a contaminating issue.

Write this essay together and list where you are from and your input into the project.

Contribute a sentence as a challenge to see if you can follow the thought plan.

Remember, Felicia McCaw is watching and learning from all you delightful young people.

Thanks.

Felicia

Rain Drops

As a tear falls down a face of plain, fair, beautiful all are blessed equally true

Murmuring to each other they show side by side of concerns in their eyes cascading down with a prayer within each

Escaping amongst the dew of rain drops the tears collect their thoughts and express prayers to go to their heavenly Father to help them in all things

Almost soundless is the cries to God for I am the representer of my little one who lower their head in prayer for help, strength, prayer and love

Caressing each face they kiss the sorrows away with secret smiles of knowing that help is on the way

Rain Drops smiled with camaraderie and friendship to tears of what was sorrow now has become faith and strength and love to our Father God in heaven in all and our Lord Jesus and all sweet entities known and unknown

Rain Drops sighed as the wind carried them free and loving to achieve the goals of today to enliven the joy of Christianity and love for our fellow man

By

Felicia McCaw

LOST OF A NIGGER'S CHILDREN

Black of night the event befell a woman of unsuspect

Happy chimes whispered in her ear as she carried the three with sweet reception

Sorrow of yesterday still haunted her ears, mind and soul as it taunted her vivid with low murmuring vicious blows

Eyes of soft brown looked within and shivered from the sight beheld and cast aside eyes of moist despair

Why Why Why was the question that clamored deep in heart of tears as the drop cascaded throughout her soul glimmering with incandescent lights

Disbelief still danced around with consoling hugs as she steadily moved forward with tears for steps and heart of broken for a thief in night stole her joy

Victim now the enemy of all for the sleight of hand is at stake for hidden are they but for the clue that lingers around them

Imagine a cruelty bestowed on a nice that looks with eyes of know that realize the future is at stake for a heinous crimes is naught to society of norms for all but the victim

But unfortunately who really cares who really cares if a heart cries still deep in the night and day for her own

By

Felicia McCaw

A Light to Lead the Way

A glimmering sight beheld the night as it turned rotated through and through

Beheld the eye as a twinkle twinkle looked far within to see the worth of a few

Scenario of a life passes forth challenging the myriad of colors of eventuality

Although the time slowly walks as we live day by day we pray we pray for a light to lead the way

For the morrow is cool with looks of crafty calculation of schemes and intrigue that stresses stresses as the victimized climb climb and scream internally for help help as we try to devise a dream for all to prosper with God as the Champion of all downtrodden and set upon

Hearts of one and two and many murmur sweet prayers of need Lord keep us in your way as we stand patient and impatient for the sweet healing and savior to help us all

Gracious as we are the trials visible to us all we still carry the need for a Light to Lead the Way

By

Felicia McCaw

ASSIGNMENT FOR SENIOR - COLLEGE STUDENTS ALL OVER THE WORLD #14 – HELPS EXPLORE MORAL ISSUE OF ONE NIGHT STANDS AND THE ISSUES OF WHETHER THIS IS REFLECTIVE OF GOOD MORALS AND CHOICE OR LACK OF BOTH AND THE RELATIONAL VALUES BETWEEN GOOD AND BAD (IS THIS GOOD PERSONAL CONDUCT? YES OR NO).

LOOKING FOR MR. GOODBAR

Directed by Richard Brooks
Written by Richard Brooks & Judith Rossner
Screenplay by Richard Brooks
Produced by Freddie Fields
Based on Book - Looking for Mr. Goodbar written by Judith Rossner.

Cast
Diane Keaton – Theresa
Tuesday Weld – Katherine
William Atherton – James
Richard Killey – Mr. Dunn
Richard Gere – Tony
Alan Feinstein – Martin
Tom Berenger – Gary
Priscilla Pointer – Mrs. Dunn
Laune Prange – Brigid
Joel Fabiani – Barney
Julius Harris – Black Cat
Richard Bright – George
Levar Burton – Cap Jackson
Marilyn Coleman – Mrs. Jackson
Carole Mallory – Marvella
Mary Ann Mallis – Principal
Jolene Dellenbach – Teacher
Lou Fant – Teacher (as Louie)
Eddie Garrett – Bartender
Alex Courtney – Arthur (as Alexander Courtney)
Brian Dennehy – Surgeon
Ricard Venture – Doctor
Robert O’Brien – Father Timothy
Anthony Hawkins – Chuck (as Tony Hawkins)
Caren Kaye – Rhoda
Dick Spangler – TV Announcer (as Richard Spangler)
Elizabeth Cheshire – Little Theresa
Marilyn Roberts – Woman in Bar
R.J. Adams – Man in Bar
Phil Chong – Extra
John Lafferty – Undercover Police Officer
Bill Willens – Club Hustler

This movie was produced in 1977 and deals with promiscuity and one night stands. In this movie which stars Diane Keaton (Theresa) who is a school teacher who goes to bars and picks up men for sex and eventually dies (killed) during one night of illicit sexual gratification which caused severe violence to be aimed towards her.

The person (male) possibly had a mental psychological problem with women of a promiscuous nature and anger that became projected on her and she became the object to fulfill his rage. He was possibly exposed to sexual abuse and victimized by women who were wanton and took advantage of him and he was unable to deal with the emotional overload in the relationship due to his age and lack of maturity.

She (school teacher) probably had a mental psychological problem where she was introduced to sex at a young age and socialized until impromptu sex became an acceptable outlet for sexual gratification and reflects she has a low esteem and regard for herself and others and is probably a victim of sexual abuse. She also was a victim of drugs and used sex and drugs for substitution of family, acceptance, and social norms to help numb the feelings of abandonment, being lost because of a failed relationship(s).

Propose Extra Credit to teacher and ask if you can do an oral presentation with students asking you questions to allow you to become used to speaking in front of a crowd. This will teach you how to be an orator and a great speaker one day.

The assignment is to watch the movie, answer the questions with emotional feeling and thought and write an essay of how this person (female) finds this behavior acceptable in today’s society and the possible consequences of emulating this behavior.

By doing so you will develop stimulative comprehension, interpretative comprehension, and thought comprehension. These are classified as starters and teaching sessions.

Stimulative Comprehension - Consist of stimuli that encourages thought patterns to emerge that facilitate understanding with more comprehension and continuous thought.

Interpretative Comprehension - Consist of taking a thought and becoming more analytical and interpretative of the intent whether clearly versed or hidden and obtaining the intent to keep on.

Thought Comprehension - is the last step in assimilation because it takes in account the stimuli and the reason (interpretative comprehension) and it will facilitate considerable change and expanded thought that allows more understanding and evolved thought patterns.

1. Generate Questions that incorporates using exploratory thought patterns and will allow more concise assimilation.

2. Answers become more broadened, detailed and generate more interactive ability and cognizant ability expands when continuing reading.

3. More ability to be analytical and upgradeable analysis and observational skill will naturally expand as student grows and matures.

4. Summary and conclusionary thought of subject provide assimilative procedures by using the supposedly common tools that are a base but is allowable to be expanded to ensure more accurate reading and entails allowing thought processes to increase.

QUESTIONS IN RELATION TO MOVIE (STORY)

1. What is the purpose of this story or movie?
2. Is it possible that even more violence could be enacted against yourself if you acted like her?
3. Would you countenance the thought of this kind of behavior as normal?
4. Do you feel that if you did the same you would be your own catalyst and help destroy yourself?
5. Do you think that you could have faired better than her in this scenario?
6. What consist of the type of moral inhibitors that would prevent you from emulating her?
7. Do you think that she thought anything about her double life destroying her professional life?
8. Why do you think she was uncaring of what someone thought of her acts of promiscuity being uncovered and discovered?
9. Why does she daydream about her teacher relating to sexual matters?
10. What issue did she have when she was young that required surgery?
11. Did her family believe in God?
12. Do you feel she felt she sinned to be burdened with the physical affliction?
13. What was her physical ailment?
14. Who all helped with her recovery?
15. Does she have a lover and how long have they been together?
16. Does she enjoy sex?
17. Do they have sexual problems?
18. What issue is one of her sisters having with two men in her life?
19. Is she a good teacher for teaching sign language?
20. Is she a caring and effusive and charismatic teacher?
21. Was there a lot of tension in the household where she lived with her parents?
22. Do you believe she was jealous of her sister’s relationship when her date came to their parent’s home?
23. Why did she give of herself so freely?
24. Is that why he broke the relationship up?
25. Do you believe this is why she started going to bars for relationships and wanting physical closeness?
26. Why did her father tell her that she had to abide by the rules he made as long as she lived in this house?
27. Was her father too strict and protective?
28. Is she a good teacher and an excellent sign language specialist?
29. Why do you think she fantasized a lot of suggestive sexual things that ordinarily her restrictive nature prevented?
30. Do you believe that suggestive imagery that you fantasize will become a reality because you are allowing in presence in your mind?
31. Who takes a book to a club to read and why?
32. Why is she making an effort to help Amy (little black girl)?
33. Is her protectiveness coming out to allow her to be Amy’s friend and hero?
34. Why do you think she decided to have herself fixed to have no children?
35. Why do they (Tony and Theresa) feel nobody never tells the truth?
36. Why do you think she invited a strange man home for sex with no knowledge of him?
37. Is she disturbed about her sister’s problem and broken relationship?
38. Do you feel club life is starting to appeal to her?
39. Why could she not control the situation when her one stand broke into her house and was there?
40. Why is she trying cocaine is it because she wants to fit in, feel wanted or feel cared for?
41. Why was her students disturbed because she was late for class?
42. Why do you think she needed sexual relationships with strange men?
43. Do you feel these relationships gave her sexual freedom and power as a woman?
44. Is this a typical dysfunctional family where all the females have trouble with relationships?
45. How do you think she felt when Tony ran off the man she was spend the evening with?
46. Why do you think Tony started being violent toward her?
47. Why did they raid her home for narcotics?
48. Who do you think tipped off the police and was a search warrant tendered?
49. Who do you think set her up for the drug raid?
50. Why do you think Tony came back to scare her after he beat her up?
51. When do you think she realized Tony had psychological problems of a sexual nature?
52. When do you think she realized too late that the last guy she brought home had violent psychological problems that ended in her murder and demise?
53. Touching lightly on the subject what do you think was this person’s issue regarding sex with either a woman or man?
54. Do you feel this last guy had severe perverted issues and traits that were not controllable?
55. What did you learn from one night stands and the fear that comes with them?
56. Is it safe or not or worse than you thought could be possible?

By

Felicia McCaw

To: President Obama - RE: Law Enforcement Day

Date: July 1, 2015

To: President Obama

From: Felicia McCaw

RE: Law Enforcement Day

As in the past, our Honorable Presidents of this country gave tribute to where honor and pride was deserved. Whereas we overlook and take for granted our excellent legalistic organizations we want to stop this now and have the day declared for without laws and structure we are mindless beasts with instinctive traits of destruction and violence towards the weaker, disabled and elders in communities. Indeed the quote “survival of the fittest” is readily apparent in the reflection of who is being attacked, murdered and injured in this country in newspapers, neighborhood gossip, television and online.

Grateful I am, for the legalistic norms structured for we are socialized as should be to obey the laws of land for our own safety and others as we traverse through this country.

Every security guard, patrol man, kid’s patroller to assist crossing streets, policemen, Mounties, agents, West Point of Excellence are so appreciated we don’t know what to say. We love you for the caring is evident to go through such strenuous training to help people all your life and dedication for the commitment is forever.

We request dear President Obama in honor of strictness and rap the knuckles declare a day for all legalistic organizations to be celebrated as Law Enforcement Day for We Love You!

From

Felicia McCaw

FM - POSTING THREE TO CITY OF SAGINAW

Additional Goals

Proposal to upscale the City of Saginaw by eliminating blight, decay and the look of a dying city. On conditional funding of monies to serve as the head of this quest housing structures will be built as established leases to own (Ten properties built at each interval) which will be based on the renewal of subdivisions and already established addresses in the city per plat map to be segmented off for citizens of Saginaw and plant workers. Rental leases of $350 per month (example of housing suburbs in movie “Edward Scissorhands”) uniform height, lot size, etc. based upon square feet and bedrooms.

Change bidding process from City Manager having total authorization to limited authorization and choice back to sealed bids process to allow fair competitive offers and saving and better budgeting of funds and allow better venue (scanned bids, certified mail or registered mail # as cross reference of receipt and acknowledgement) and the employment of workers from compressed areas will be tendered as acceptable in the trade of building per experience and license.

Contractor Bids for work on ten houses (invite wholesalers to bid and possibility of discount if acknowledged winner of bid.)
Cement Work – Slab Foundation (10 houses)
(poured – no basement)
Framers – Structural Framework – windows – siding (10 houses)
Trusses – Arches (10 houses)
Plywood – Roof and Exterior (10 houses)
Wiring (10 houses)
Plumbing (10 houses)
Drywall (10 houses)
Painting – Interior – Completion (10 houses)
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Furnace Work (10 houses)
Company (Individual)
Furnace & Installment
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Furnace Work (10 houses)
Manufacturer (Direct – Possible Wholesale Price)
&
Installer (working co-op)
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Further establish additional Renaissance Policy for new structures to be built and adjust procedures to accommodate new housing structures per plat map.

Housing specifications
950 square feet to 1020 square feet
Three Bedroom to Four Bedroom

Flood Insurance when closing and signing paperwork should not be needed on a slab foundation since it is not permeable and is a possible over charge and unnecessary. Turbine at river intersection acts like a suction cup with undertow and overtow aspects (reverse action the deeper it gets).

By

Felicia McCaw

T-SHIRT LOGO FOR F.O.S.

T-SHIRT ONE

A SO-CALLED FUCKED UP SITUATION IS A
SUBLIME SURREAL CHALLENGE!

R.B. ON THE FLOOR© Felicia McCaw

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T-SHIRT TWO

ONE FINGER = TWO FINGERS
ONE FOR PEACE AND LOVE ALWAYS

F.O.S. PROPERTY©

Tenants and Landlords on the system – Felicia’s Viewpoints

One of my gripes as a former landlord is the ability of the tenants to deliberately screw the Landlord out of their rental money.

The first thing they do is whine to Social Services with the most outrageous lies they can think of to cut the payments off and claim they will relay the payment themselves. Right. Sure. All the time they are living in the Landlord’s house destroying their property and the average Landlord is not rich as Croesus to just continue pouring money into the property every time they get into a hissy fit and start tearing the shit out of each house their unpleasant ass lives in. I have been there and me and mom have been hollered at and physically threatened and we had to call the police to assist us. I myself, Lord forgive me was nearly driven into a rage of hell shit wish to beat the shit out of this person.

When you are a women alone this brings about a level of acceptable aggression to protect what is yours that you worked for all these f. years. What do you get when a tenant comes around and lives in your house, f. it up, infest it with so many roaches that they can carry your ass to the burial place themselves.

Of course, you know you can’t do everything so you leave someone in charge to collect rent, etc. (mom) but guess what these young people don’t want to pay and when you tell them they have to leave and you don’t care where the hell they go because you know something bad (mean karma) is going to exacerbate the situation and it might result in someone’s death and you just stop caring.

First thing you do is cover yourself and call the police and if they f. with you … you have the right to determine the situation and apply your decisional ability to shoot to kill, maim, injure or render unconscious. Why should you die for your own s.?

Because I believe in holding what is mine … I am being attacked by a huge number of men with some mean s. rumors of guess what… you name it and it’s out there! Isn’t this special because I am trying to stand up for myself … this is why rumors of shit and muck are circulating around me and my family … trying to destroy me mostly to get to the rest of my family and those I care about! What would you do…but try to think your way out of this shit and I don’t care if it takes forever…I don’t quit! It will be you one day…from my determination they are pretty shrewd, calculating and dangerous.

If you don’t want to pay the rent owing … don’t move yourself in someone’s property taking their little investment nest egg and destroying their life so now they are impoverished now because of your jealousy, thoughts of…that someone owes you something, hate, meanness and cruelty towards people who give you a chance.

I fault Social Services for not making sure the Landlords are paid and you are a contributor to fraud along with the tenant. The Landlord should be paid…and not given the “invisible shaft”. Isn’t that special “hee hee” is the cheaters chuckle at hardworking individuals. I despise a lying, manipulating, b., lying m. cheater and always will…if it takes my last I will pay for shelter over my so-called no-good ass. Go figure we all know where to get some free money…don’t we…and f. someone at the same time.

I am never going to stop fighting in the manner I was told “passive resistance” and am glad that I have the right to express my anger at being treated in written form in a perfectly civilized manner and feel that I am equal to anyone else and should be allowed a lawsuit. I guess it will take a genius like our most esteemed Einstein to be resurrected to help us pronto.

I thank you again for listening.

This is Felicia at her most hellish, mule headed way saying I know and have been treated like pure sss…hhh...iii...ttt. in this City of Saginaw but we are rehabbing their a. anyway.

Thanks.

Felicia

ANOTHER NOTE ON THE PURPOSE OF LEARNING

1. CURIOSITY = LEARN
2. LEARN = RATIONAL THOUGHT
3. RATIONAL THOUGHT = ANALYTICAL PROCESSING
4. ANALYTICAL PROCESSING = THOUGHT DETERMINATION
5. THOUGHT DETERMINATION = DECISIONAL ABILITY
6. DECISIONAL ABILITY = PROCEED WITH THOUGHTS (IDEAS AND DEFINITE CONCLUSIONS)
7. PROCEED WITH THOUGHTS = EVOLUTION
8. EVOLUTION = EVOLVE

By

Felicia McCaw

FM - POSTING TWO TO CITY OF SAGINAW

CITY OF SAGINAW, MICHIGAN
POSTING TWO

Additional Goals

This City of Saginaw will serve as a pilot or model to follow to bring life resurging throughout the veins in this city and others. We want growth, prosperity, commerce, jobs, training and educational opportunities for everyone to bring a new influx of individuals with qualifications to fill these coming jobs. We help the citizens of Saginaw first.

Further a small project to fix the residents teeth with discounts off their student loans be allowable to participating dentists to offset the cost of payments. Everyone in other countries are fixing their countrymen teeth whereas we are not. Is that what it means to be a citizen to feel no one cares and be left to suffer in misery and pain?

This country is one of the leaders in the world and if we don’t care for the common man or woman we don’t have nothing to live for or stand for and we may as well hang our hat up. Having bad teeth is not a sign of self-neglect it is a lack due to employed poverty where a person is caught in the income bracket and can’t afford nothing additional without crashing and robbing Peter to pay Paul and this type of behavior will not help no one survive.

I suggest discounts from student loans to enable dental students and dentists to participate and fix people teeth for practice, experience and self-gratification and know that they helped someone in need. There is nothing more empowering to know that you helped one person, two, three, four and on and on in a time of inexplicable impossibility. We all are compassion and I hate to see someone in pain.

Please understand that a huge majority of people are in trouble from the effect of the recession and depression that we are in and are heavily dependent upon each other to make it and it is not a question of monies now but a question of true humanity and compassion for I understand the stress, hurt, pain, despair of seeing no way to make it. But as I see it God is here and he knows and all you have to do is ask ask and it is.

Further, because of my faith I know that there is someone who will help someone in need even if they have to enter this country and volunteer and help all these troubled people with basic care, e.g., extraction, fillings, implants – for study – petition for volunteers, root canals – for study – petition for volunteers and anything past these basics would have to be referred elsewhere for care with discounts.

My goal as usual is to help our own anyway we can and that is starting with basic dental health free for all who can prove they have nothing to fix their teeth and shows a continuous pattern of being this way. In exchange some work plan can be established to show appreciation for the work done on teeth and not only will they get help they can get work experience as well for their projected future in the work field.

By

Felicia McCaw

Jeanette McCaw-Mitchell

A sister of mine I knew and don’t

Mystery Mystery is she for her world is hers hers and mine mine

We see and we live as each day goes past for she saw a tear and helped me care

I love you as you are my hero one day past was she but we parted one day her path hers and my path mine

By

Felicia McCaw

Resurging Life in the Meijer’s Chain

Meijer’s, Inc. was founded in 1934 and is acknowledged as a pioneer and the first in establishing a supermarket chain. In the year of 1962, the concept of supercenter was born and created as his dream child. Approximately 200 stores exist today and the need to support Meijer’s is tantamount in its importance because of the locality and populace it serves that needs the existence of these stores because they live far out and near.

The purpose of this entreaty is to save Meijer’s for it was the first conglomerate supermarket to hire African Americans. No nepotism was ever allowed in this chain whatsoever with all family members being trained from the floor up. To me this is America and I will stand with you (Meijer’s) and Sears forever for you took a dream and made it sublime surreal from nothing and that is what I want to do is be you one day.

I feel a more welcoming approach is needed in coming in. Open spaces mean come in and partially blocked sections give a double meaning that you are welcome on a conditional basis. The stores need to be revamped as inexpensively as possible with bigger signs telling where everything is and a map with large letters for sight identification ( use printer shops that can cut cost as well as advertisers – look for competitive prices for printing jobs – sales paper, etc.).

Bigger sales advertisements for those with vision problems and also shift around men’s department for a more open look when customers come in for we cater to men first for they are the breadwinner then the beautiful wives, daughters and girlfriends whether they are physically so or not you are all beautiful.

Change department to be more open in the women’s department per season as weather changes put clearance in back. Also, add a dollar section for those who have limited income.

We want to be like the company Old Dominion known for their slogan “Helping the World Keep Promises” for we are Meijer’s and Sears and we stand for ourselves, employees, merchandise and the American Way. We are here and we agree with you for a promise is our blood.

Let’s keep Meijer busy … My family have been going to Meijer’s since they opened here in Saginaw.

Hang in tough!

Thank you.

Good Luck!

Felicia McCaw

The Saving of Sears

Sears is one of Felicia’s babies and her wish is for us to save Sears because it is one of the foremost prominent department store chains that started out as a mail order catalog company. Free enterprise is what Sears is and the American Way to live, breathe and fight opposing takeover and stay American Owned. Founded by Richard Warren Sears and Alvah Curtis Roebuck in 1886 and previously based in the Sears Tower in Chicago and is currently located and headquartered in Hoffman Estates, Illinois.

The purpose of this salute to Sears and Americans is that because of them it has helped Sears survive as well as provide top quality merchandise based on the American way who believe in a honest dollar for a honest days work and underscore in honesty, integrity, sheer grit, determination, hard work, top notch employees who put the “p” in patriotism.
We (everybody – owners, customers, and visitors) are Sears for we have withstood the bleak unhappiness and ate the bitter root but Sears has always been there for us and we want to be there for you because you helped us be here for you. You are an American Icon because
Sears back the men in this country and we are here to be your back back.

Your tools are lifetime guaranteed because of the special alloy you use to pour your tools. We know you are busy and can’t afford to be somewhere with tools that crack, break and snap under a small pressure and that is why Sears will always be the best for the few returns that come in with broken tools that otherwise would compromise you in a life threatening situation.

I want Sears to stay in business and provide the excellent products that only they have and this is history in the making because not many chains can state they progressed from a mail order company and we just can’t afford to let it go for our men are Sears and our women are Sears. Without Sears we lose the lifetime guarantee that everyone has on their tools and the no need for a receipt to get an exchange. We love you!

Sears is also an affiliate of Kmart and is the fifth-largest American Department Store and my suggestion is to generate more sales and help consumers by continuing to provide quality products.

Some of the ideas I hoped for was a suggestion box to receive input of either negative or positive to receive input as to our service, products and treatment towards you (our customers) to keep us in the competitive market.

Start a Lease Program like Kmart with lease of merchandise that has been in the store longer and clearance merchandise equal lower lease payments with no further drop in prices and comparable merchandise match with sales paper or phone call to get the same price another merchandiser is offering, keep staff polite with no sexual harassment, slow down inventory intake and lease all older merchandise left after outright sales then buy inventory upgrade, no clearance on big ticket items but offer lease or good sale for the intake of liquid money.

Compose questionnaires to check desires of customers and cultivate and entice the Black market, Mexican market and Asian market and any other races to be future customers.

I worked for Sears briefly and I am impressed with the quality of merchandise they carried and always will be.

Thank you. Good Luck!


Felicia McCaw
Devoted Customer

The Ant That Knew

A mouth of little formed a perfect “o” said not me

He said I don’t have time to cry and hide

I looked here and there and a bigger bug pushed me down and I cry

Tears rolled down big eyes and sighed sighed why why why

The bully said because I can I can I can

You wait you wait the ant said I will I will I will

The bully said uh huh uh huh we will sea we will sea

One day the ant said enough I am through praying, ate a vitamin c and pump the weights and beat the bully fair square and reined supreme

By

Felicia McCaw

ASSIGNMENT FOR JUNIOR - COLLEGE STUDENTS ALL OVER THE WORLD #13 – HELPS EXPLORE MORAL ISSUES OF THE TREATMENT OF PEOPLE AND PERSONAL CONDUCT AND LACK OF AND TEACHES RELATIONAL VALUES BETWEEN.

MEAN GIRLS (RELEASED IN 2004)

Producer Lorne Michaels and stars Lindsay Lohan, Rachel McAdams,
Screenplay written by Tina Fey.

The plot of this picture gives a synopsis of the level of cliques in a school system which I will refer to as a “jungle”. Also, refers to subcultures of mix, White, Black, Asian, Iraq, Arabian, Chinese and others. Examples of some of the other Cliques who use special names, e.g., are Geeks, Nerds, Super A, Jerk-Offs, Wipes, Shits, Snots, Bitches, Sluts, etc. What seems to be the usual Victim is the “kid” that is a so-called misfit, unfit and pitiful is shown their place in society early in life. The usual methodology includes public humiliation, personal degradation and wonders of wonders the use of scandalous gossip that takes on a persona of truth as we know and breathe so help me God. Not.

Indeed everything we say is factual and actuality with no connivance of course, manipulation, or alteration by the mocking bird that relays the most titillating pure juicy totally outrageous news flash that would wow the world and shake us all in our brain until we hemorrhage on our sheer magnificence of what we just told somebody. Go figure we got it right and we are always right. Right. Clique. Whose life is it anyway? We know them in and out and we have the right to tell the world anything hurtful and mess them up bad isn’t that the true? Is this fair to the person who did you no harm?

The movie takes on a life of its own in the form of a comedic portrayal of hysteria in the making of psychological twists of what I like to classify as mass hysteria and that is the seduction and conditioning of the masses to change their behavioral pattern. Norms and social rigidity is ignored in this movie as in the book “Odd Girl Out written by Rachel Simmons” which reflects ulterior methods, gossip, double talk and lies to defame another girl’s or woman’s character utilizing Cliques (group of females – girls and women) to destroy another human’s id or psyche as written in my paper “Lost Boys and Odd Girl Out Research paper by Felicia McCaw (it's on this website - google on please - search”.

Behavioral patterns have already been studied and the effect from positive to negative is reflected in the movie which results in extreme desensitization and what I classify as despicable behavior, e.g., are cited in my paper which include spreading rumors, lying, setting up their quarry, manipulation to inflict psychological pain, cruel text messages, emotional abuse, deliberate isolation, exploitation, blackmail, photographs, stalking, ruthlessness and aggressiveness that exceed norm and cruelty.

As is the process of this brief analysis is to study our youth and prevent the destruction of our most precious asset. Them.

Cliques in Movie

The Plastics
Gossip
Burnouts
Cool Asians
Varsity Jocks
Art Freaks
Asian Nerds

Propose Extra Credit to teacher and ask if you can do an oral presentation with students asking you questions to allow you to become used to speaking in front of a crowd. This will teach you how to be an orator and a great speaker one day.

The assignment is to watch the movie, answer the questions with emotional feeling and thought and write an essay of the possible consequences of living with the thought of yourself being caught up in hurting another human being that they cannot go on who commits suicide.

Can you live with yourself and the knowledge that everyone has judged you as killer who put the bullet in the gun but didn’t pull the trigger yourself but you are the prodder who egged and hounded them on until they could not take it anymore? Would you feel indifferent and why? What has happened to the moralistic thought of caring and why did everyone become uncaring of what the outside world thinks or feels about your being the catalyst in this sad scenario?

By doing so you will develop stimulative comprehension, interpretative comprehension, and thought comprehension. These are classified as starters and teaching sessions.

Stimulative Comprehension - Consist of stimuli that encourages thought patterns to emerge that facilitate understanding with more comprehension and continuous thought.

Interpretative Comprehension - Consist of taking a thought and becoming more analytical and interpretative of the intent whether clearly versed or hidden and obtaining the intent to keep on.

Thought Comprehension - is the last step in assimilation because it takes in account the stimuli and the reason (interpretative comprehension) and it will facilitate considerable change and expanded thought that allows more understanding and evolved thought patterns.

1. Generate Questions that incorporates using exploratory thought patterns and will allow more concise assimilation.

2. Answers become more broadened, detailed and generate more interactive ability and cognizant ability expands when continuing reading.

3. More ability to be analytical and upgradeable analysis and observational skill will naturally expand as student grows and matures.

4. Summary and conclusionary thought of subject provide assimilative procedures by using the supposedly common tools that are a base but is allowable to be expanded to ensure more accurate reading and entails allowing thought processes to increase.

QUESTIONS IN RELATION TO MOVIE (STORY)

1. What is the purpose of this story or movie?
2. What are cliques?
3. What does survival of the fittest mean?
4. What is a bully?
5. Why do you think people bully or try to dominate other people and mistreat them?
6. Why are people in cliques so mean to other kids?
7. Do you think they do this to make you a so-called loser?
8. Would you be in a clique if you could?
9. Why would you join a clique?
10. Do you think you need to be in a clique to make it through school?
11. Is being in a clique cool or status?
12. Does it help your self-esteem to be in a clique?
13. Is it necessary for you to be in a clique to make school tolerable?
14. Are social relationships necessary to make it through school?
15. Do you feel isolated amongst all these people (youth) as if you are too minor to exist?
16. Does social shame devastate a teenager’s standing in school and affect his or her grades and performance?
17. How would you feel about being a new student in a small school or large school?
18. Do you feel that school is a social jungle?
19. Do you feel overly sensitive if someone cuts you socially?
20. Are you easily influenced by your co-students?
21. What does being socialized mean?
22. What is teen royalty?
23. Does it matter being popular?
24. Do you look up to people who are popular?
25. What would you do to mingle with the popular?
26. Do you think that this will make you happy to be quote on quote “the”?
27. If you moved up to “the” what would you do?
28. Do you think you can handle being “the” forever?
29. What do you think Super A means on the status chain?
30. Would you like to be considered a hottie or just be treated like an ordinary person?
31. What do you think is your place in school?
32. Would you take an innate pleasure at beating a bully at their own game?
33. Do you think these people have feelings that are being attacked by cliques?
34. Are they a loser in disguise or just don’t have a clue?
35. Do you feel that we all lose and become a loser if we are socialized that this behavior is acceptable?
36. If I am classified as loser am I still human?
37. Would I like being a loser to get out of doing my share?
38. What would you like to tell a clique member who messed with you and you could get away scot-free?
39. Are you afraid of cliques and their revenge?
40. Do you fear for your physical, mental, psychological safety if attacked by cliques?
41. Do you feel they can destroy you so bad you can’t get a job or live the same prior to them attacking?
42. Does a clique replace family?
43. What do you think of a clique replacing family do you still love any of your family?
44. Tell me what do you think a clique’s priorities are when they join?
45. What gives a person pleasure to savor a victim’s distress?
46. What exactly is “putting something out”?
47. If you “put something out” is it necessarily true?
48. Who is right the victim of the slur(s) against or the person who put something out for malicious pleasure?
49. Is it funny to play with someone’s emotional level?
50. If the slur(s) destroy a girl(s) or boy(s)reputation, e.g., he or she does oral sex are they in physical danger from predators because everyone knows?
51. If someone put something out are they trying to get you hurt because everyone knows and puts out the same smut at the same time?
52. Once again is the gossip, slurs of a nature to destroy your opportunity to live a normal life – with job, school, social interactions and relationships?
53. Do you feel these people have a life or have anything going for them that put out slurs, rumors and gossip?
54. Is a person’s life ever the same?
55. Can a person overcome the attack and become a stronger person?
56. Who can get hurt if a person continues to the next level and becomes a stalker?
57. What are the stalkee’s rights?
58. Can charges be levied for stalking if more than one is endangered and the initial person was one?
59. Why do you think people continue to put out slurs etc. when the parade left eons ago and the so-called clever quips that destroy still linger with a foul taste in everyone’s mouth because we believed and found out everyone lied lied lied?
60. What is the purpose or result of continuous attacks against a person who is slurred all the time?
61. Would you feel psychologically intimidated?
62. What if a group of hard core criminals started helping … would you feel safe to continue with smut and slurs anyway if this might endanger the target and yourself and cause death?
63. Would you tell if threatened by criminals and blackmailed if the target got hurt or killed?
64. What if you become stalked because of “putting something out” what would you do?
65. Why do people embroider stories or gossip to make it sparkle?
66. Why do students sit with special people (cliques) only?
67. Is anything “ok” to put out or is it alright to sexually harass like an untrained dog looking for a bone?
68. Why do they use frontal pseudo interactions to hide their true purpose is to hound and “put something out”?
69. Does the quarry ever look around and “smile and laugh”?
70. Do you ever feel that a plan is never an unraveled rope?
71. Do you feel that cliques never back stab each other and this makes you comfortable in being in one?
72. Is it true the world is a stage now and we are mere players? (tip – look for the world is a podium on website)
73. How would you feel if this situation gets out of control and you helped it?
74. Can it affect more than one race if people are conditioned that low immoral talk is acceptable in normal society and everyday life?
75. What would you do if you helped spread rumors and now your family is being victimized by what you put out?
76. Wide frontal attacks of mass slurs, rumors are verbal attacks and life destroying attacks and are conspiratorial actions that are criminal and negate the law’s authority--- Would you commit conspiracy to hide a crime with slurs and rumors?
77. Would you tell to be free of their claws?
78. Do you care if this might affect yourself forever in life?
79. Why do people do this type of behavior---are they jealous, full of hate, too much excessive dislike, racist, reverse racist? (one or all)
80. Are they thinking of themselves only and their own amusement?
81. Why participate at all in this game of cruelty?

By

Felicia McCaw