Monday, June 29, 2015

FM - POSTING THREE TO CITY OF SAGINAW

Additional Goals

Proposal to upscale the City of Saginaw by eliminating blight, decay and the look of a dying city. On conditional funding of monies to serve as the head of this quest housing structures will be built as established leases to own (Ten properties built at each interval) which will be based on the renewal of subdivisions and already established addresses in the city per plat map to be segmented off for citizens of Saginaw and plant workers. Rental leases of $350 per month (example of housing suburbs in movie “Edward Scissorhands”) uniform height, lot size, etc. based upon square feet and bedrooms.

Change bidding process from City Manager having total authorization to limited authorization and choice back to sealed bids process to allow fair competitive offers and saving and better budgeting of funds and allow better venue (scanned bids, certified mail or registered mail # as cross reference of receipt and acknowledgement) and the employment of workers from compressed areas will be tendered as acceptable in the trade of building per experience and license.

Contractor Bids for work on ten houses (invite wholesalers to bid and possibility of discount if acknowledged winner of bid.)
Cement Work – Slab Foundation (10 houses)
(poured – no basement)
Framers – Structural Framework – windows – siding (10 houses)
Trusses – Arches (10 houses)
Plywood – Roof and Exterior (10 houses)
Wiring (10 houses)
Plumbing (10 houses)
Drywall (10 houses)
Painting – Interior – Completion (10 houses)
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Furnace Work (10 houses)
Company (Individual)
Furnace & Installment
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Furnace Work (10 houses)
Manufacturer (Direct – Possible Wholesale Price)
&
Installer (working co-op)
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Further establish additional Renaissance Policy for new structures to be built and adjust procedures to accommodate new housing structures per plat map.

Housing specifications
950 square feet to 1020 square feet
Three Bedroom to Four Bedroom

Flood Insurance when closing and signing paperwork should not be needed on a slab foundation since it is not permeable and is a possible over charge and unnecessary. Turbine at river intersection acts like a suction cup with undertow and overtow aspects (reverse action the deeper it gets).

By

Felicia McCaw

Sunday, June 28, 2015

T-SHIRT LOGO FOR F.O.S.

T-SHIRT ONE

A SO-CALLED FUCKED UP SITUATION IS A
SUBLIME SURREAL CHALLENGE!

R.B. ON THE FLOOR© Felicia McCaw

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T-SHIRT TWO

ONE FINGER = TWO FINGERS
ONE FOR PEACE AND LOVE ALWAYS

F.O.S. PROPERTY©

Tenants and Landlords on the system – Felicia’s Viewpoints

One of my gripes as a former landlord is the ability of the tenants to deliberately screw the Landlord out of their rental money.

The first thing they do is whine to Social Services with the most outrageous lies they can think of to cut the payments off and claim they will relay the payment themselves. Right. Sure. All the time they are living in the Landlord’s house destroying their property and the average Landlord is not rich as Croesus to just continue pouring money into the property every time they get into a hissy fit and start tearing the shit out of each house their unpleasant ass lives in. I have been there and me and mom have been hollered at and physically threatened and we had to call the police to assist us. I myself, Lord forgive me was nearly driven into a rage of hell shit wish to beat the shit out of this person.

When you are a women alone this brings about a level of acceptable aggression to protect what is yours that you worked for all these f. years. What do you get when a tenant comes around and lives in your house, f. it up, infest it with so many roaches that they can carry your ass to the burial place themselves.

Of course, you know you can’t do everything so you leave someone in charge to collect rent, etc. (mom) but guess what these young people don’t want to pay and when you tell them they have to leave and you don’t care where the hell they go because you know something bad (mean karma) is going to exacerbate the situation and it might result in someone’s death and you just stop caring.

First thing you do is cover yourself and call the police and if they f. with you … you have the right to determine the situation and apply your decisional ability to shoot to kill, maim, injure or render unconscious. Why should you die for your own s.?

Because I believe in holding what is mine … I am being attacked by a huge number of men with some mean s. rumors of guess what… you name it and it’s out there! Isn’t this special because I am trying to stand up for myself … this is why rumors of shit and muck are circulating around me and my family … trying to destroy me mostly to get to the rest of my family and those I care about! What would you do…but try to think your way out of this shit and I don’t care if it takes forever…I don’t quit! It will be you one day…from my determination they are pretty shrewd, calculating and dangerous.

If you don’t want to pay the rent owing … don’t move yourself in someone’s property taking their little investment nest egg and destroying their life so now they are impoverished now because of your jealousy, thoughts of…that someone owes you something, hate, meanness and cruelty towards people who give you a chance.

I fault Social Services for not making sure the Landlords are paid and you are a contributor to fraud along with the tenant. The Landlord should be paid…and not given the “invisible shaft”. Isn’t that special “hee hee” is the cheaters chuckle at hardworking individuals. I despise a lying, manipulating, b., lying m. cheater and always will…if it takes my last I will pay for shelter over my so-called no-good ass. Go figure we all know where to get some free money…don’t we…and f. someone at the same time.

I am never going to stop fighting in the manner I was told “passive resistance” and am glad that I have the right to express my anger at being treated in written form in a perfectly civilized manner and feel that I am equal to anyone else and should be allowed a lawsuit. I guess it will take a genius like our most esteemed Einstein to be resurrected to help us pronto.

I thank you again for listening.

This is Felicia at her most hellish, mule headed way saying I know and have been treated like pure sss…hhh...iii...ttt. in this City of Saginaw but we are rehabbing their a. anyway.

Thanks.

Felicia

ANOTHER NOTE ON THE PURPOSE OF LEARNING

1. CURIOSITY = LEARN
2. LEARN = RATIONAL THOUGHT
3. RATIONAL THOUGHT = ANALYTICAL PROCESSING
4. ANALYTICAL PROCESSING = THOUGHT DETERMINATION
5. THOUGHT DETERMINATION = DECISIONAL ABILITY
6. DECISIONAL ABILITY = PROCEED WITH THOUGHTS (IDEAS AND DEFINITE CONCLUSIONS)
7. PROCEED WITH THOUGHTS = EVOLUTION
8. EVOLUTION = EVOLVE

By

Felicia McCaw

Friday, June 26, 2015

FM - POSTING TWO TO CITY OF SAGINAW

CITY OF SAGINAW, MICHIGAN
POSTING TWO

Additional Goals

This City of Saginaw will serve as a pilot or model to follow to bring life resurging throughout the veins in this city and others. We want growth, prosperity, commerce, jobs, training and educational opportunities for everyone to bring a new influx of individuals with qualifications to fill these coming jobs. We help the citizens of Saginaw first.

Further a small project to fix the residents teeth with discounts off their student loans be allowable to participating dentists to offset the cost of payments. Everyone in other countries are fixing their countrymen teeth whereas we are not. Is that what it means to be a citizen to feel no one cares and be left to suffer in misery and pain?

This country is one of the leaders in the world and if we don’t care for the common man or woman we don’t have nothing to live for or stand for and we may as well hang our hat up. Having bad teeth is not a sign of self-neglect it is a lack due to employed poverty where a person is caught in the income bracket and can’t afford nothing additional without crashing and robbing Peter to pay Paul and this type of behavior will not help no one survive.

I suggest discounts from student loans to enable dental students and dentists to participate and fix people teeth for practice, experience and self-gratification and know that they helped someone in need. There is nothing more empowering to know that you helped one person, two, three, four and on and on in a time of inexplicable impossibility. We all are compassion and I hate to see someone in pain.

Please understand that a huge majority of people are in trouble from the effect of the recession and depression that we are in and are heavily dependent upon each other to make it and it is not a question of monies now but a question of true humanity and compassion for I understand the stress, hurt, pain, despair of seeing no way to make it. But as I see it God is here and he knows and all you have to do is ask ask and it is.

Further, because of my faith I know that there is someone who will help someone in need even if they have to enter this country and volunteer and help all these troubled people with basic care, e.g., extraction, fillings, implants – for study – petition for volunteers, root canals – for study – petition for volunteers and anything past these basics would have to be referred elsewhere for care with discounts.

My goal as usual is to help our own anyway we can and that is starting with basic dental health free for all who can prove they have nothing to fix their teeth and shows a continuous pattern of being this way. In exchange some work plan can be established to show appreciation for the work done on teeth and not only will they get help they can get work experience as well for their projected future in the work field.

By

Felicia McCaw


Jeanette McCaw-Mitchell

A sister of mine I knew and don’t

Mystery Mystery is she for her world is hers hers and mine mine

We see and we live as each day goes past for she saw a tear and helped me care

I love you as you are my hero one day past was she but we parted one day her path hers and my path mine

By

Felicia McCaw

Resurging Life in the Meijer’s Chain

Meijer’s, Inc. was founded in 1934 and is acknowledged as a pioneer and the first in establishing a supermarket chain. In the year of 1962, the concept of supercenter was born and created as his dream child. Approximately 200 stores exist today and the need to support Meijer’s is tantamount in its importance because of the locality and populace it serves that needs the existence of these stores because they live far out and near.

The purpose of this entreaty is to save Meijer’s for it was the first conglomerate supermarket to hire African Americans. No nepotism was ever allowed in this chain whatsoever with all family members being trained from the floor up. To me this is America and I will stand with you (Meijer’s) and Sears forever for you took a dream and made it sublime surreal from nothing and that is what I want to do is be you one day.

I feel a more welcoming approach is needed in coming in. Open spaces mean come in and partially blocked sections give a double meaning that you are welcome on a conditional basis. The stores need to be revamped as inexpensively as possible with bigger signs telling where everything is and a map with large letters for sight identification ( use printer shops that can cut cost as well as advertisers – look for competitive prices for printing jobs – sales paper, etc.).

Bigger sales advertisements for those with vision problems and also shift around men’s department for a more open look when customers come in for we cater to men first for they are the breadwinner then the beautiful wives, daughters and girlfriends whether they are physically so or not you are all beautiful.

Change department to be more open in the women’s department per season as weather changes put clearance in back. Also, add a dollar section for those who have limited income.

We want to be like the company Old Dominion known for their slogan “Helping the World Keep Promises” for we are Meijer’s and Sears and we stand for ourselves, employees, merchandise and the American Way. We are here and we agree with you for a promise is our blood.

Let’s keep Meijer busy … My family have been going to Meijer’s since they opened here in Saginaw.

Hang in tough!

Thank you.

Good Luck!

Felicia McCaw

The Saving of Sears

Sears is one of Felicia’s babies and her wish is for us to save Sears because it is one of the foremost prominent department store chains that started out as a mail order catalog company. Free enterprise is what Sears is and the American Way to live, breathe and fight opposing takeover and stay American Owned. Founded by Richard Warren Sears and Alvah Curtis Roebuck in 1886 and previously based in the Sears Tower in Chicago and is currently located and headquartered in Hoffman Estates, Illinois.

The purpose of this salute to Sears and Americans is that because of them it has helped Sears survive as well as provide top quality merchandise based on the American way who believe in a honest dollar for a honest days work and underscore in honesty, integrity, sheer grit, determination, hard work, top notch employees who put the “p” in patriotism.
We (everybody – owners, customers, and visitors) are Sears for we have withstood the bleak unhappiness and ate the bitter root but Sears has always been there for us and we want to be there for you because you helped us be here for you. You are an American Icon because
Sears back the men in this country and we are here to be your back back.

Your tools are lifetime guaranteed because of the special alloy you use to pour your tools. We know you are busy and can’t afford to be somewhere with tools that crack, break and snap under a small pressure and that is why Sears will always be the best for the few returns that come in with broken tools that otherwise would compromise you in a life threatening situation.

I want Sears to stay in business and provide the excellent products that only they have and this is history in the making because not many chains can state they progressed from a mail order company and we just can’t afford to let it go for our men are Sears and our women are Sears. Without Sears we lose the lifetime guarantee that everyone has on their tools and the no need for a receipt to get an exchange. We love you!

Sears is also an affiliate of Kmart and is the fifth-largest American Department Store and my suggestion is to generate more sales and help consumers by continuing to provide quality products.

Some of the ideas I hoped for was a suggestion box to receive input of either negative or positive to receive input as to our service, products and treatment towards you (our customers) to keep us in the competitive market.

Start a Lease Program like Kmart with lease of merchandise that has been in the store longer and clearance merchandise equal lower lease payments with no further drop in prices and comparable merchandise match with sales paper or phone call to get the same price another merchandiser is offering, keep staff polite with no sexual harassment, slow down inventory intake and lease all older merchandise left after outright sales then buy inventory upgrade, no clearance on big ticket items but offer lease or good sale for the intake of liquid money.

Compose questionnaires to check desires of customers and cultivate and entice the Black market, Mexican market and Asian market and any other races to be future customers.

I worked for Sears briefly and I am impressed with the quality of merchandise they carried and always will be.

Thank you. Good Luck!


Felicia McCaw
Devoted Customer

Sunday, June 21, 2015

The Ant That Knew

A mouth of little formed a perfect “o” said not me

He said I don’t have time to cry and hide

I looked here and there and a bigger bug pushed me down and I cry

Tears rolled down big eyes and sighed sighed why why why

The bully said because I can I can I can

You wait you wait the ant said I will I will I will

The bully said uh huh uh huh we will sea we will sea

One day the ant said enough I am through praying, ate a vitamin c and pump the weights and beat the bully fair square and reined supreme

By

Felicia McCaw

ASSIGNMENT FOR JUNIOR - COLLEGE STUDENTS ALL OVER THE WORLD #13 – HELPS EXPLORE MORAL ISSUES OF THE TREATMENT OF PEOPLE AND PERSONAL CONDUCT AND LACK OF AND TEACHES RELATIONAL VALUES BETWEEN.

MEAN GIRLS (RELEASED IN 2004)

Producer Lorne Michaels and stars Lindsay Lohan, Rachel McAdams,
Screenplay written by Tina Fey.

The plot of this picture gives a synopsis of the level of cliques in a school system which I will refer to as a “jungle”. Also, refers to subcultures of mix, White, Black, Asian, Iraq, Arabian, Chinese and others. Examples of some of the other Cliques who use special names, e.g., are Geeks, Nerds, Super A, Jerk-Offs, Wipes, Shits, Snots, Bitches, Sluts, etc. What seems to be the usual Victim is the “kid” that is a so-called misfit, unfit and pitiful is shown their place in society early in life. The usual methodology includes public humiliation, personal degradation and wonders of wonders the use of scandalous gossip that takes on a persona of truth as we know and breathe so help me God. Not.

Indeed everything we say is factual and actuality with no connivance of course, manipulation, or alteration by the mocking bird that relays the most titillating pure juicy totally outrageous news flash that would wow the world and shake us all in our brain until we hemorrhage on our sheer magnificence of what we just told somebody. Go figure we got it right and we are always right. Right. Clique. Whose life is it anyway? We know them in and out and we have the right to tell the world anything hurtful and mess them up bad isn’t that the true? Is this fair to the person who did you no harm?

The movie takes on a life of its own in the form of a comedic portrayal of hysteria in the making of psychological twists of what I like to classify as mass hysteria and that is the seduction and conditioning of the masses to change their behavioral pattern. Norms and social rigidity is ignored in this movie as in the book “Odd Girl Out written by Rachel Simmons” which reflects ulterior methods, gossip, double talk and lies to defame another girl’s or woman’s character utilizing Cliques (group of females – girls and women) to destroy another human’s id or psyche as written in my paper “Lost Boys and Odd Girl Out Research paper by Felicia McCaw (it's on this website - google on please - search”.

Behavioral patterns have already been studied and the effect from positive to negative is reflected in the movie which results in extreme desensitization and what I classify as despicable behavior, e.g., are cited in my paper which include spreading rumors, lying, setting up their quarry, manipulation to inflict psychological pain, cruel text messages, emotional abuse, deliberate isolation, exploitation, blackmail, photographs, stalking, ruthlessness and aggressiveness that exceed norm and cruelty.

As is the process of this brief analysis is to study our youth and prevent the destruction of our most precious asset. Them.

Cliques in Movie

The Plastics
Gossip
Burnouts
Cool Asians
Varsity Jocks
Art Freaks
Asian Nerds

Propose Extra Credit to teacher and ask if you can do an oral presentation with students asking you questions to allow you to become used to speaking in front of a crowd. This will teach you how to be an orator and a great speaker one day.

The assignment is to watch the movie, answer the questions with emotional feeling and thought and write an essay of the possible consequences of living with the thought of yourself being caught up in hurting another human being that they cannot go on who commits suicide.

Can you live with yourself and the knowledge that everyone has judged you as killer who put the bullet in the gun but didn’t pull the trigger yourself but you are the prodder who egged and hounded them on until they could not take it anymore? Would you feel indifferent and why? What has happened to the moralistic thought of caring and why did everyone become uncaring of what the outside world thinks or feels about your being the catalyst in this sad scenario?

By doing so you will develop stimulative comprehension, interpretative comprehension, and thought comprehension. These are classified as starters and teaching sessions.

Stimulative Comprehension - Consist of stimuli that encourages thought patterns to emerge that facilitate understanding with more comprehension and continuous thought.

Interpretative Comprehension - Consist of taking a thought and becoming more analytical and interpretative of the intent whether clearly versed or hidden and obtaining the intent to keep on.

Thought Comprehension - is the last step in assimilation because it takes in account the stimuli and the reason (interpretative comprehension) and it will facilitate considerable change and expanded thought that allows more understanding and evolved thought patterns.

1. Generate Questions that incorporates using exploratory thought patterns and will allow more concise assimilation.

2. Answers become more broadened, detailed and generate more interactive ability and cognizant ability expands when continuing reading.

3. More ability to be analytical and upgradeable analysis and observational skill will naturally expand as student grows and matures.

4. Summary and conclusionary thought of subject provide assimilative procedures by using the supposedly common tools that are a base but is allowable to be expanded to ensure more accurate reading and entails allowing thought processes to increase.

QUESTIONS IN RELATION TO MOVIE (STORY)

1. What is the purpose of this story or movie?
2. What are cliques?
3. What does survival of the fittest mean?
4. What is a bully?
5. Why do you think people bully or try to dominate other people and mistreat them?
6. Why are people in cliques so mean to other kids?
7. Do you think they do this to make you a so-called loser?
8. Would you be in a clique if you could?
9. Why would you join a clique?
10. Do you think you need to be in a clique to make it through school?
11. Is being in a clique cool or status?
12. Does it help your self-esteem to be in a clique?
13. Is it necessary for you to be in a clique to make school tolerable?
14. Are social relationships necessary to make it through school?
15. Do you feel isolated amongst all these people (youth) as if you are too minor to exist?
16. Does social shame devastate a teenager’s standing in school and affect his or her grades and performance?
17. How would you feel about being a new student in a small school or large school?
18. Do you feel that school is a social jungle?
19. Do you feel overly sensitive if someone cuts you socially?
20. Are you easily influenced by your co-students?
21. What does being socialized mean?
22. What is teen royalty?
23. Does it matter being popular?
24. Do you look up to people who are popular?
25. What would you do to mingle with the popular?
26. Do you think that this will make you happy to be quote on quote “the”?
27. If you moved up to “the” what would you do?
28. Do you think you can handle being “the” forever?
29. What do you think Super A means on the status chain?
30. Would you like to be considered a hottie or just be treated like an ordinary person?
31. What do you think is your place in school?
32. Would you take an innate pleasure at beating a bully at their own game?
33. Do you think these people have feelings that are being attacked by cliques?
34. Are they a loser in disguise or just don’t have a clue?
35. Do you feel that we all lose and become a loser if we are socialized that this behavior is acceptable?
36. If I am classified as loser am I still human?
37. Would I like being a loser to get out of doing my share?
38. What would you like to tell a clique member who messed with you and you could get away scot-free?
39. Are you afraid of cliques and their revenge?
40. Do you fear for your physical, mental, psychological safety if attacked by cliques?
41. Do you feel they can destroy you so bad you can’t get a job or live the same prior to them attacking?
42. Does a clique replace family?
43. What do you think of a clique replacing family do you still love any of your family?
44. Tell me what do you think a clique’s priorities are when they join?
45. What gives a person pleasure to savor a victim’s distress?
46. What exactly is “putting something out”?
47. If you “put something out” is it necessarily true?
48. Who is right the victim of the slur(s) against or the person who put something out for malicious pleasure?
49. Is it funny to play with someone’s emotional level?
50. If the slur(s) destroy a girl(s) or boy(s)reputation, e.g., he or she does oral sex are they in physical danger from predators because everyone knows?
51. If someone put something out are they trying to get you hurt because everyone knows and puts out the same smut at the same time?
52. Once again is the gossip, slurs of a nature to destroy your opportunity to live a normal life – with job, school, social interactions and relationships?
53. Do you feel these people have a life or have anything going for them that put out slurs, rumors and gossip?
54. Is a person’s life ever the same?
55. Can a person overcome the attack and become a stronger person?
56. Who can get hurt if a person continues to the next level and becomes a stalker?
57. What are the stalkee’s rights?
58. Can charges be levied for stalking if more than one is endangered and the initial person was one?
59. Why do you think people continue to put out slurs etc. when the parade left eons ago and the so-called clever quips that destroy still linger with a foul taste in everyone’s mouth because we believed and found out everyone lied lied lied?
60. What is the purpose or result of continuous attacks against a person who is slurred all the time?
61. Would you feel psychologically intimidated?
62. What if a group of hard core criminals started helping … would you feel safe to continue with smut and slurs anyway if this might endanger the target and yourself and cause death?
63. Would you tell if threatened by criminals and blackmailed if the target got hurt or killed?
64. What if you become stalked because of “putting something out” what would you do?
65. Why do people embroider stories or gossip to make it sparkle?
66. Why do students sit with special people (cliques) only?
67. Is anything “ok” to put out or is it alright to sexually harass like an untrained dog looking for a bone?
68. Why do they use frontal pseudo interactions to hide their true purpose is to hound and “put something out”?
69. Does the quarry ever look around and “smile and laugh”?
70. Do you ever feel that a plan is never an unraveled rope?
71. Do you feel that cliques never back stab each other and this makes you comfortable in being in one?
72. Is it true the world is a stage now and we are mere players? (tip – look for the world is a podium on website)
73. How would you feel if this situation gets out of control and you helped it?
74. Can it affect more than one race if people are conditioned that low immoral talk is acceptable in normal society and everyday life?
75. What would you do if you helped spread rumors and now your family is being victimized by what you put out?
76. Wide frontal attacks of mass slurs, rumors are verbal attacks and life destroying attacks and are conspiratorial actions that are criminal and negate the law’s authority--- Would you commit conspiracy to hide a crime with slurs and rumors?
77. Would you tell to be free of their claws?
78. Do you care if this might affect yourself forever in life?
79. Why do people do this type of behavior---are they jealous, full of hate, too much excessive dislike, racist, reverse racist? (one or all)
80. Are they thinking of themselves only and their own amusement?
81. Why participate at all in this game of cruelty?

By

Felicia McCaw

Thursday, June 18, 2015

TO EVERYONE ALL OVER THE WORLD – PLEASE PRAY WITH ME AND LOVE GOD AND JESUS WITH ME


Merciful savior I come in the most humblest of myself beyond nothing I come for am nothing

Lord

I am nothing for I have been cast into the pit of hell and forsaken by the many and told I am naught

Lord

As though words says seek ye the Kingdom of God and I will I will pray for thee

Lord

Provide nurture for each day is the Lord’s Breathe of Life for he saith I will enter thee and praise thee for thou art what

Lord

Know this the Hand of God is vengeance and is mercy for a son who honors his mother and father days long and a daughter who servitude is long as thy will

Lord

The Kingdom of Heaven is here for I saw it pass before my eye as I saw thee look at me with love and care and I said am I worthy Lord and I will always say nay for I am still sin

Lord

Jesus died for us all and I said nay not for me for I would die for you but I fear but what is fear but the thought or the shame for self that I am coward Lord still but my heart burns with heat of God’s Love and Protection but what I am Lord but the least

For again he asked and I said nay and shame of a coward suffuses my heart and I fear not only for myself but for others for too many lie and jeopardizes the whole and I ask again for mercy

Lord

Please breathe a little favor for a little is worth more than all the gold in the world so I can live forever in my heart and soul and I will stand and fight for thy might, justice and love fills me over

My thirst is for the Lord and his words of protection to shelter behind for living for him is my joy and to abide by his words the prophetic words of Allah when he say I come again

Please breathe on me Lord Please breathe on me Lord for I healed by the sanctity of all the round for I am healed by the sanctity of all the round for he say I am not here and there but round

May God have mercy and love us forever

Amen

-----Please pray with me on this coming Sunday

June 21, 2015 at 8:00 p.m.




My Fight with Breast Cancer with God as my Rutter

My steps with God and cancer has carried me far in life and throughout. Being brave is indeed one of the steps I try very hard to be and is the ambition of others. The pain and loss of emotional feeling is called numbness for we cannot believe that it has happened to us.

We are grateful for life and a chance to make a difference before we go and see this as a another challenge to face despite the pain that we go through as passages of a window glass frosted with frozen tears that carry prayers to our Father to keep those we love dear and safe for our gratitude is to our Lord God for letting us live this long.

Survival for ourselves and others is tantamount to climbing a mountain high high high in the sky for we want to leave something behind that we tried we tried we tried to make a difference to enrich, bless others and ask God to forsake us not as we pray, we pray and endeavor always to strive forward.

I am taking this as a step a step to understand our purpose and it involves love, care, compassion and sympathy for those who hurt deep in their soul and as God lives and breathes those who help those whose soul flutters like a fragile butterfly inside will always be kept close to my heart in prayer forever saith the Lord.

Today and tomorrow the torch is burning bright with ambition to beat breast cancer and our journey together will always commemorate our burning challenge to free womanhood of this burden and hurtful affliction.

A burden that affects all women, men and the psychological thumping we all get mentally as we look at our partner with hurt, trauma, sheer pain, numbness, disbelief and fear goes through our mind as we look at each other and say why. Sometimes we just close up and down to see if we are going to make it or if we are just imagining it because we don’t want to leave no one behind hurting and missing us.

Having a goal is a plan and a plan are thoughts to change a so-called disaster into a positive ion that rotates around negative electrons and fizzles soft then bright and becomes productive as hell with the excretion of raw energy.

I want me and others to be the epitome of a Grade A survival that will and can do all things through Christ and God who strengthens me and them.

Amen.

I love you all.

Felicia McCaw

©Copyright by Felicia McCaw

Tuesday, June 16, 2015

ACCIDENT-10-26-2011-DISCUSSION-FELICIA MCCAW

June 16, 2015

To: All the People in the World

From: Felicia McCaw

Subject: Open the Floor for Discussion

Scenario - Accident 10-26-11

Insurance Company – Progressive Direct

Claim Number – 11-4748603

Tires – Purchased by Michigan Rehabilitation – All tires have warranty in case of contributing to accident.

Felicia McCaw was in an accident that occurred on October 26, 2011 and based on an exam by P.M.I. this reflected injuries in neck and spine and significant changes and alteration. Preferred Chiropractor also did an exam that reflects loss of curvature in neck of 74%.

During the onset of the lawsuit instructions were given to keep detailed records of mileage, expenses, doctor appointments, specialist, etc. and they would be reimbursed. A registered contractor was called in for examination of Felicia to check and verify injuries existed and was found that substantial injuries had been done that qualify for damages (Flint Office).

No payments for mileage or expenses, doctor bills, etc. were given for over three months Because they claimed a hold was on the case. Nothing was explained. Later in the claim there was a law change and my opinion is that it is illegal to change anything during a claim that is open and being processed and because of these changes I did not get paid and this keeps this claim open for contention and challenge due to possible fraud has occurred against Felicia and others.

Felicia clearly stated to the police officer that the light was green and the other driver claimed her light was green…both vehicles tried to avoid each other from impact but Felicia’s vehicle was hampered by defective new tires that prevented much maneuverability.

Based on this the only conclusion is that the light malfunctioned and the new tires were worthless because they would not adhere to concrete or asphalt and was a huge contributor to the inability to stop the vehicle by swerve or hard stop due to the lack of inability to rely on the tires.

No ticket should have been given because based on the tires being unreliable and the structural layout of tires guarantee 100% of braking power and depends on the tires or wheels capacity to roll smooth without jolts or wheel to stop by adherence with braking systems. An inferior tire (s) is a detriment and a factor that should be considered a cause in accidents as well as a lien against the company and should be allowed be well as a claim.

No reply has been received from the tire company and Progressive did not pay because they feel Felicia caused the accident. Felicia was barely doing 30 m.p.h. and driving past the Civic Center and no hurry to get home.

You are welcome to gather details and make this a case study for school and gather more input and information to teach them how claims, risks, challenge of contention are made.

I hope I get some feedback that is positive from them this time because a young lady from Progressive claimed and stated the tires are not considered a condition that count in an accident.

Good Luck Discussing.

Felicia McCaw

Permission to gather information – given. 6-16-2015 – 3:18 P.M.

Felicia McCaw

Zion Hear the Wind Blow

Hear the wind blow Zion for arrival is here for the call of all

Embrace cheer and rejoice for the Lord Jesus has walked your way

Come each Sabbath day a new turn of thought and plan enters our Master’s and Lord’s mind

Lord let us worship for vengeance is the Lord and may it prevail for all who dwell in his way

Come what may and when it is still God’s way we must follow and tend the sheep at rest and work

Love and kindness I have felt for even a grain is larger than any mountain that is empty

Embrace cheer and rejoice for the Lord Jesus has walked your way

Precious Father has heard our prayer and has sent the saviors and his guardian angels to rule domain over all for he hears tears and cares deep

God keep us for naught but his love can secure the heart that broke and cried tears of red pain for her loss screamed throughout all universes

Summon us anytime for the heart that cried tears of sanctified christening also praised God for Life Liberty and Joy Peace

O’ Zion Baptist Church the place of my baptism makes me glad thou still stands for good charity praise and love of all who God breathes life in

Embrace cheer and rejoice for the Lord Jesus has walked your way

Selah.

By

Felicia McCaw

Saturday, June 13, 2015

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BULLY BACK TO YOU AND BACK SEQUEL 2

Hello, this is Nobody again and I am still going to school still and still adjusting to make it in life.

Everything is changing, people are changing and the quest for education is still strong and the merciful people who helped me are still in my corner and have helped me realize that we all need someone to love, nurture and provide support and that by trying to help others I have found that I am becoming a better evolved stronger person.

I have my times of moody but I bounce back because I am saved and by the grace and love Jesus and my Lord Father I am healed, saved and glory rains light, love, tenaciousness in my soul to survive this attack on myself. I will make it and so will anybody and we all feel and get angry and want to fight back despite the amount of time involved and risks to our life. This is my honor and life under attack and we all fight back and will find a way find a way to fight and keep on living.

I am not ashamed but am indignant to be forced in this predicament and look at my upraising and know that I can make and no matter what they say is a lie lie lie lie for I don’t know these people who continue to attack me…so I am still fighting on and will fight until I die and will help any council, panel or whatever for I am the underdog and love to help the underdog and will fight for them as if I am for myself. Whatever hurts one hurts many eventually and I just getting ready for the bleed over and the need to fight to reestablish.

Nobody is going to be the one to jump in with the sharks and fight and play here and want no reward but to be treated with respect and a job and finish the educational plan. My strategy is to hear the so-called accusations and defend defend defend myself. My theory is proven to many on the attack is deliberate especially when it covers the country from one end to another and other countries as well …. It is called conspiracy and criminal solicitation to destroy a person’s right to live the same way prior to attack and by right Nobody is entitled to financial damages for the way everyone is treating her.

Mom is standing and she has endured a lot in her life and I am her back and I love, respect and cherish her and see any who don’t have her welfare and care in mind a hostile and respond as such. I see any person who is younger attacking someone older a predator and a vicious dog that need harsh restricting.

I support anyone in trouble if they need me and need support fighting what seems to be epidemic and will jump in anytime and bring my know into this fight. I am proceeding with my life and my wish is to fight fight fight for they hurt me bad and I will win this shit up and aboard without retreat on recession, unrelenting, ceaseless, and I will refuse to give up. I am relentless in the protection of self and mine. I am a product of my country and I will never change and nor will my children who I claim all over the world.

We (me and my children) will study scenarios always (law and others – whatever we can get our hands on) and war components and strategy, strategic maneuvers and will win and leave the pitiful behind and shine…my children are the future and will be the leaders – tough, mean, tenacious, focused, polite, unrelenting, ceaseless, relentless, respectful, loyal, attendant to duty sir always.

Learning is an elixir, heaven, joy, sublime and sheer challenge which I challenge back. That is who Nobody is becoming –EVOLVED! Felicia understands because she is striving hard and learning fast quick everyday and moving things along fast and social as hell and will never give up her future.

Thanks again, Nobody says I am having the time of my life.

By

Felicia McCaw

F.M. POSTING TO CITY OF SAGINAW

To: City Manager and Chairmen and Chairwomen for the City of Saginaw

From: Felicia McCaw

RE: THE SAVING OF THE CITY OF SAGINAW

Hello, my name is Felicia McCaw and my wish is to help the City of Saginaw stay solvent and financially stable and be a pioneer in taking a deteriorating and dying city and install some life by a resurging of energy, life, and new money and alteration of the structural basis and layout of the City of Saginaw. Not only does the layout and removal of dead buildings that are nothing and have no value whatsoever need to be done because they are not able to rehabilitated or be a marketable asset to bring in tax monies. I see this as a challenge to other cities to rehab their gold diamond which is the downtown city and heart of each city and that is what the City of Saginaw realizes that this is the hub of Saginaw and it needs to be an attractive downtown to make people stop for a rest and before traveling further. If the other hotels are overwhelmed then the overflow will bounce to Buena Vista with visitable signs stating a low cost for traveling citizens that need to stop and rest quickly without reservations.

As you know our plants in number have died out because of the parts that these companies manufactured I believe we offered cores and portions of the motor. But I believe with few modifications that the plant on E. Genesee Avenue can be expanded with a few changes…the equipment within the plant on N. Washington was saved and can be placed in E. Genesee Avenue and maybe this company can offer to manufacturer new parts at fifty percent above cost for the first three years and then eight-five percent above cost after the three years and at 100% leveled out after five years.

Approximating what new parts these plants can do can sometime equivocally add more funds then originally was offered to city without costing a flat out of investing revenue or possible ballooning out to bankruptcy. The purpose is to keep a plant here and allow it to be a tri-city competitor that has more than one plant without having our workers go to different locations and leaving us out of the competition. This city is still savable and can be done so with careful planning and statistical report and stratagem layouts of the city to wipe out blight and stop this city from dying. (MAKE SURE PLANTS ON BUS ROUTES LIKE THE 1930s TO DROP OFF WORKERS AT PLANTS.)

I would like to be on the planning council if possible – if not please consider this my assistance and wish for this city to live, prosper and come ALIVE again. I ride around and look and feel a little depressed but I know life can be breathed into this city and other cities suffering the same predicament. Further, if this city starts then other cities will do so as well.

Thank you.

Felicia McCaw

I would like you to know that I will be placing this on my website to spur other cities into action:

Feliciaswritingjounal.blogspot.com/

I am informally teaching on my site and it is not easy. Smile. Felicia
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CITY OF SAGINAW, MICHIGAN

Description – City of Saginaw is a quaint city that offers hospitality to incoming visitors and people who live in Saginaw. We are prepared to assist you in housing plans and ways of getting assistance when you come in to live. At all business we are polite and courteous and offer great service to all in this city and now have a no sexual harassment order to protect our businesses, customers and individuals that live here.

Goals for the City of Saginaw include the renovation and resurgence of financial life into the economy of this City as an overall goal for maintenance and life of this city. By regenerating this city it will make it more lucrative, prosperous and provide more businesses downtown that can survive more than five years and also beautify it to make it more inviting. Also, we would like the City of Saginaw to be likened to Flint to be a college town since Saginaw Valley State University is blooming and have a record number of students studying here and larger amount of foreign students. Not only will this be more inviting to visitors to this downtown section this will allow a more laid back and inviting atmosphere and help existing businesses continue to survive. More security will be allowed as well as more entertaining and food outlets (temporary) and possible store chain downtown like Dollar General and emphasis and advertising brochures with eateries that are downtown and provide attractions to increase of populace to support these eateries.

Old structural buildings like the old Kahan buildings should be razed, demolished and removed. This will allow the preventive of homeless people taking up squatting rights in these buildings and help secure downtown more effectively.

Peruse Ann Arbor and Flint’s downtown how they are arranged and structured and check to see how the colleges help these cities exist and how they help support and speculate on how college monies can be funneled into the City of Saginaw’s capital account to help reduce the deficit that we have.

A possible Registration Office (Shared Suite) for all Colleges (CMU, Davenport, Northwestern, Delta, and Saginaw Valley State University) that could possibly be located in one building with shared rent with no paper monies accepted but can accept checks, credit cards, debit cards and with paper money accepted on campus payable only at the cashier office. In this building can also be a military intake that will offset the cost and reflects favorably if it is on a major street downtown for we are pro-America and this needs to be reflected as strength and a force that means to keep our home front safe.

Near to Military intake office should be computers which will allow students access to get their homework done etc. with allowable time to get finish and a closing time at 9:00 p.m. Please advise students it would be helpful to themselves if they have a written draft ready to help them get finish and allow the next student accessibility.

Clubhouse sororities hook-up – Chat room, online hook-up to sorority only to all colleges etc.

An emblem reflecting SVSU/Delta (a special design by student by contest entry only) to be raised downtown as an honor for this city.

BUILDINGS
Dollar General....Military Intake....College Intake Registration....Club House....Sororities Hook-up...Computer Room - Limit College Access only

CAD drawing needed with building specifications, allowable parking access in rear, with camera security, zoning okay and traffic allowability to prevent traffic bogged up.



Black Notes

A dot up and a dot down plays it own symphony

Squiggle lines gather together and say we are unique in play

Jingle Jingle pied piper say hello and say follow me for I have no black notes

Tingle Tingle little ears prick up and say we follow us follow for the music guides us to go

Jumping Jumping each notes cry a song of happy, sorrow, moody, and classical thrill the air sky as it dances along

Black Notes cry to all I will forget you not please call me again and I will croon a tune again

By

Felicia McCaw

The Last Leaf

Inspired by The Last Leaf by O. Henry, Book – SRA Reading Mastery Plus.

As the days change from fall to winter we gust about like a falling cloud

Hustle bustle we run from place to place for busy is our motto

Summer has passed with all working quickly like busy ants building, repairing and changing

Painters of Van Gogh line the fields of daisy painting with strokes of firm and slashes of color detailed refined and more

The old ivy is still the same hard, soft, tenacious, clinging and loyal to the last with leaves aplenty

Looking far in the future it prevails to teach us all as we struggle alone to evolve we play not but apurpose we are

Be us not aware that the leaf that falls is not always the end but the beginning of a new change that never stops but outweighs the old with the new

By

Felicia McCaw

Sunday, June 7, 2015

A Token of Friendship


Heart to Heart it seems impossible for more

A thought given to hold together a fragile beginning

Feeling true to a friend they stand up full to stand fast

Living each day as it last they deny it not

What begins as fruit of year became a harvest of plenty

True True I deny it not for I am clear in my mind

For a token of friendship is beyond the value of money

Even life as it stands will not surpass the trueness of tomorrow

By

Felicia McCaw

A Tear in Harlem


Ever does the day go that a tear grows wide in Harlem

Our men have abandoned us far and wide they have left

Disgraced demeaned we still try to stand with some kind of grace

Courage we need for all we have is each other thru the storm

We are nothing now to them is it not true?

But a mockery a jest to make fun of with the others

Despised for our strength we are nothing for our men have left us

Viewed as an oddity an educated black woman is despised by our own and none will hear her or her pleas for acceptance

She speaks soft and with care wisdom and still no acknowledgment for her giving heart

She speaks loud with threats and violence to survive the brutal attacks that follow her close, wide and far

Fear twists deep wide in our souls for we have nobody to call our own

Who cares for us now we asks we asks as we go about our way full of fear and anger

All we can think of is why why why when our love overflows rich as wine

We are black and we want our true worth to be known that we are together even apart we are together even apart as we love we love we love

None seems to understand that we are people people of every shade and we feel feel deep deep as a well of cool blessed water that has no end

We are alone and yet together for we care we care we care about the all and not just about ourselves for we are A Tear in Harlem

By

Felicia McCaw



Tuesday, June 2, 2015

Prison’s Gate

Bars of aloof stand black strong against invaders and runaways

Around around they march in place standing firm against all who talk back

Mocking laughter trills through the day noon night as they watch you from the corner of their eye

Tears of joy, elation and congratulations are given to those whose feet cross the Prison ‘s Gate with sweet permission

Guilty guilty as charged it reads to the prisoner as if a sweet telegraph tells it so and shows white pointed teeth in snarl of vicious

Guilty innocent it reads the slump of defeat and a tear rolls down each bar for time is long vicious when the parade starts

Smiling content Prison’s Gate knows it has a place to live and a function to do all its life

Rock-a-bye baby it watches to see are you to be a guest forever behind my bars of steel

Forever I stand to unite myself to be available for any action that tries to prevail superior over me

I click and snap my fingers for I am Prison’s Gate and now I have you

By

Felicia McCaw