Lily and Her Husband Gray
A day of great sorrow clamored fierce in my heart and soul as shadows of pain flowed
As tears cascaded in my soul for my sweet one of so much good cheer and light and kind was murdered for love of me
My soul cries for the love of lost is so dear I keep her and him close safe within my sphere forever to be my children of sweet justice
Communes of deep of conversations sweet as hearts collide and cascades stars and miracles of peace as he and she walks by
An enemy of deep came and took away the fear and distrust and established the real for imaginary was thought be but it reflect the stark truth of now
For sweet ambassador of peace of love was she and he to fulfill God’s love and promise to acknowledge of same for me and one day as we meet again and love forever as my daughter and son
By
Felicia McCaw
Thursday, November 26, 2015
With These Hands
As I peruse these hands of justice I compel the truth to flow with majesty glow
Contemptuous thoughts scale magic lunacy as it thrills the soul
Composed as my God prevails they work toil for those loved with free largesse
Pervading thoughts caress each as they fluidly glide through channel channel and maze of clear unclear
Practical practical they propose a gift of given of each minute year day of signals of irrational thoughts of closing symbolic rites of praise
Rocks of Gibraltar cascade freely of sin correct thus once twice thrice as love of God propels the force of glorious light of our own true Lord
Cascades of tears culminated in eyes of grown white for fulfilled is the prophecy of Elijah of hands unsuited rein the rain of Holy Ghost
Burning fierce they flash faster faster as God frees the light of judgment
By
Felicia McCaw
Contemptuous thoughts scale magic lunacy as it thrills the soul
Composed as my God prevails they work toil for those loved with free largesse
Pervading thoughts caress each as they fluidly glide through channel channel and maze of clear unclear
Practical practical they propose a gift of given of each minute year day of signals of irrational thoughts of closing symbolic rites of praise
Rocks of Gibraltar cascade freely of sin correct thus once twice thrice as love of God propels the force of glorious light of our own true Lord
Cascades of tears culminated in eyes of grown white for fulfilled is the prophecy of Elijah of hands unsuited rein the rain of Holy Ghost
Burning fierce they flash faster faster as God frees the light of judgment
By
Felicia McCaw
Crimes of Passion
Blood pounding in veins of outrage anger
Nights of quiet echo the sound of cries of distress
Above below witness the play of Othello Desdemona reacted over and over as the moon watches quiet and still
Why why why cries the owl as it circles close to see all
Beneath the night it stands to reason that the night creeps around and laughs uproariously as the act of melodrama sears the night
Eyes eyes eyes move watch thrilled for a chance to devour details of horrific to portray the scene over over as all cringe within as violence cracks the whip in the air
Primal drums of feral scream tonight tonight as anger sashays a sassy dance all its own
Seduce is the night of crime passion for secular is no murder of flames
By
Felicia McCaw
Nights of quiet echo the sound of cries of distress
Above below witness the play of Othello Desdemona reacted over and over as the moon watches quiet and still
Why why why cries the owl as it circles close to see all
Beneath the night it stands to reason that the night creeps around and laughs uproariously as the act of melodrama sears the night
Eyes eyes eyes move watch thrilled for a chance to devour details of horrific to portray the scene over over as all cringe within as violence cracks the whip in the air
Primal drums of feral scream tonight tonight as anger sashays a sassy dance all its own
Seduce is the night of crime passion for secular is no murder of flames
By
Felicia McCaw
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
ASSIGNMENT FOR JUNIOR - COLLEGE STUDENTS ALL OVER THE WORLD #14
The Purpose of this assignment (Title - Folly's Truimph) is to interpret each line as theoretical theory as far as using judgmental guess, opinion to express an interpretation of meaning. As proceeds further, will be the expression of thought of relative and summation conclusion. (You may use a dictionary, thesaurus and work with partner or in class as a project.) (Please get permission from teacher.)
Folly’s Triumph
Inspired by Aesop’s Fables Retold and Illustrated by Brad Sneed.
Wishing
A time of need is indeed the flow of inquiry for a sign of same we wish for the ability to be
But is it indeed the climatic purpose we expect it to be
For right or not we cannot expect the same if we are left without and indeed the purpose transposes the inquiry into wishing
Pride
Indeed the emotional upheaval of triumph of nothing that surpasses
As it mirrors a translucence of state it differs not but contrarily it reflects a glorious tribute of tragic defeat and dismal failure resulting in regulatory collapse
Cunning
Tremulous thoughts became a measure of guile to bespoke a purpose to reflectively fool
Unfortunately the purpose transcended far and exceeded thoughts of negately cruel clear for it fails
Propositions
Remedies are indeed the caustic reflections of truth that solvable is sometimes elusive meliorating plays as times reflects that truth revealeth not but refines
Refines is indeed tinsel not silver but fake as a melody is played thin
Beauty or Not is the Question
Forget not the reason of reality that grounds a sparrow in its sorrow
For indeed it concludes that reflective of thought looks matter not but the within is the glory and not the ego of supreme that has been coaxed unwarily free and subsides above with nothing below
For flattery of none truth is engaged gladly with enthused eagerness
Perseverance Reveals Much
Reeling from the intrusive is the meek, humble who see a time of struggle and adversity
Continuing on the goal is to be different avenues of trial reflective through need and effort to fulfill a unique approach to reveal peculiar pardon of slow enrich and enthrall
Having Cake is not indeed the Thrill
Foreword is indeed the creation of content that illustrates the savor of victory when foppery clicks it heels and nays
Forebear is the shadow that exhales pleasure of enrichment of forte and fortitude to ignore the obvious and embrace the content of actuality
Mercy Granted is an Honorable Contract
Contrarily contrarily to thought size is negated as not the summation of heroism but acknowledge the conclusion of saturated wit that exhales thanks of salvation
Explicit of significance reveals exuberant fanaticism of glory that reveal triumph of fair concept of self and others with acceptable countenance pleasure unrefined
Being they not we are pleased to exhale mercy on all who are burdened down and lift upward flow
Prevention is the Key
Forward comes the know that sorry is the known after then the cruelty of safe
Displaying conspicuously is the famish for familiar but fate reveals facisim
Unlike faille stepping through windows of fatal concludes measures of steps that revolt but clinches sight
A Cheat is a Folly in Itself
To win to some is the epitome of elation
Thrilled waves of ecstasy fulfills self and all who contain
Contestants competition is resulteth of none gathered who cannot place otherwise
Blame blame consideration for false false results in fall of bitter sweet halo
Attempts attempts foiled again for regrets are as none but cheer for it is the mood is clear as rain that dispel not
But an unclear path is adversity’s chastity belt and adversary to afford conquer and flight to freedom
A Step at a Time Fulfills All
Contrarily to thought a little is spite and devilment truth
Step by step it foils a plot of insidious catastrophic to a cat’s paw of casual for the census en masse surge ahead excepting charisma’s thrill
For completion is done and sorrow for tomorrow is not a deed to savor
But despite the conclusive concave regrettably complex is complimentary to compose a compulsion of concerto of concoct
A Rascal’s Thanks is Erratic
A tasks of chosen is seldom blessed with cheery calls of thanks
Encompasses of embraces it forbids the examination or analysis of content
Embroiled helplessly the thanks causes emetic to appear and ensure the enterprising equanimity and flog her equilibrium to treasure epitaphs in epigrams of honor
For indeed the erratic is perpetual unclear but focus is enraged as the ensconce entangle for thanks of all is start in encumber
Plain Practical is the Cover
Affective of thought is a contrary melodious melody
Decisive of plain she beguiles the practical to reside gently of façade
Resigned to the affliction that becomes a blight of world known she dismisses the ape of various shades and smiles of practicality that a blemish of known becomes an impetus of a ingénue to fly anyway
Fore with she looks at challenge of ramrod to enthrall the perversion of rank rapaciousness to rationalize a tone now who rasps honey sweet that laughs uproariously at rancid of acceptance not for death is preferable that emanates ethereal
Etymology is sneered at regardless of whom of practicality of respect of some none all
Arrogance used Wrongly fails Pride with Sorrow
Blatant use of superiority reflects the conceit of undoing that leaves a breath of unfavor
En Masse en masse it is still clear the unique is fake of deceit and unworthy of praise thanks that even leaven bread mocks all consume
Bluster of boast clang repeatedly as blockade blushes as they blight evolving and stagnate contently as bladder indifferently blasé as bookends sail contently by with blizzard of tongues of no thought but stifled all competition and block elite and content with second thirds fourths and lack
Bombard bombard the fight clicks clicks as illiteracy raises its hellish torch and flies proud
Small Large We are the Same
Disparage below causes a moan of dismay to see whom benefit of reap is the abused
Sweet is the victorious who watch content as the vigil reflects small large same in cold chill of day
Vigilant is the vigor who sees a view of villain of virtuosity reflects vital all and void to vicious play
Volatile is the tension that flows worldwide that drifts endlessly on each waft and cause unfavorable reflection of thought that wages a war of questionable lucidity or luck
Phoenix phoenix we arise as thus with contrary wander as wanderlust to game of other we wane we wane for we are one and only one wins
By
Felicia McCaw
Folly’s Triumph
Inspired by Aesop’s Fables Retold and Illustrated by Brad Sneed.
Wishing
A time of need is indeed the flow of inquiry for a sign of same we wish for the ability to be
But is it indeed the climatic purpose we expect it to be
For right or not we cannot expect the same if we are left without and indeed the purpose transposes the inquiry into wishing
Pride
Indeed the emotional upheaval of triumph of nothing that surpasses
As it mirrors a translucence of state it differs not but contrarily it reflects a glorious tribute of tragic defeat and dismal failure resulting in regulatory collapse
Cunning
Tremulous thoughts became a measure of guile to bespoke a purpose to reflectively fool
Unfortunately the purpose transcended far and exceeded thoughts of negately cruel clear for it fails
Propositions
Remedies are indeed the caustic reflections of truth that solvable is sometimes elusive meliorating plays as times reflects that truth revealeth not but refines
Refines is indeed tinsel not silver but fake as a melody is played thin
Beauty or Not is the Question
Forget not the reason of reality that grounds a sparrow in its sorrow
For indeed it concludes that reflective of thought looks matter not but the within is the glory and not the ego of supreme that has been coaxed unwarily free and subsides above with nothing below
For flattery of none truth is engaged gladly with enthused eagerness
Perseverance Reveals Much
Reeling from the intrusive is the meek, humble who see a time of struggle and adversity
Continuing on the goal is to be different avenues of trial reflective through need and effort to fulfill a unique approach to reveal peculiar pardon of slow enrich and enthrall
Having Cake is not indeed the Thrill
Foreword is indeed the creation of content that illustrates the savor of victory when foppery clicks it heels and nays
Forebear is the shadow that exhales pleasure of enrichment of forte and fortitude to ignore the obvious and embrace the content of actuality
Mercy Granted is an Honorable Contract
Contrarily contrarily to thought size is negated as not the summation of heroism but acknowledge the conclusion of saturated wit that exhales thanks of salvation
Explicit of significance reveals exuberant fanaticism of glory that reveal triumph of fair concept of self and others with acceptable countenance pleasure unrefined
Being they not we are pleased to exhale mercy on all who are burdened down and lift upward flow
Prevention is the Key
Forward comes the know that sorry is the known after then the cruelty of safe
Displaying conspicuously is the famish for familiar but fate reveals facisim
Unlike faille stepping through windows of fatal concludes measures of steps that revolt but clinches sight
A Cheat is a Folly in Itself
To win to some is the epitome of elation
Thrilled waves of ecstasy fulfills self and all who contain
Contestants competition is resulteth of none gathered who cannot place otherwise
Blame blame consideration for false false results in fall of bitter sweet halo
Attempts attempts foiled again for regrets are as none but cheer for it is the mood is clear as rain that dispel not
But an unclear path is adversity’s chastity belt and adversary to afford conquer and flight to freedom
A Step at a Time Fulfills All
Contrarily to thought a little is spite and devilment truth
Step by step it foils a plot of insidious catastrophic to a cat’s paw of casual for the census en masse surge ahead excepting charisma’s thrill
For completion is done and sorrow for tomorrow is not a deed to savor
But despite the conclusive concave regrettably complex is complimentary to compose a compulsion of concerto of concoct
A Rascal’s Thanks is Erratic
A tasks of chosen is seldom blessed with cheery calls of thanks
Encompasses of embraces it forbids the examination or analysis of content
Embroiled helplessly the thanks causes emetic to appear and ensure the enterprising equanimity and flog her equilibrium to treasure epitaphs in epigrams of honor
For indeed the erratic is perpetual unclear but focus is enraged as the ensconce entangle for thanks of all is start in encumber
Plain Practical is the Cover
Affective of thought is a contrary melodious melody
Decisive of plain she beguiles the practical to reside gently of façade
Resigned to the affliction that becomes a blight of world known she dismisses the ape of various shades and smiles of practicality that a blemish of known becomes an impetus of a ingénue to fly anyway
Fore with she looks at challenge of ramrod to enthrall the perversion of rank rapaciousness to rationalize a tone now who rasps honey sweet that laughs uproariously at rancid of acceptance not for death is preferable that emanates ethereal
Etymology is sneered at regardless of whom of practicality of respect of some none all
Arrogance used Wrongly fails Pride with Sorrow
Blatant use of superiority reflects the conceit of undoing that leaves a breath of unfavor
En Masse en masse it is still clear the unique is fake of deceit and unworthy of praise thanks that even leaven bread mocks all consume
Bluster of boast clang repeatedly as blockade blushes as they blight evolving and stagnate contently as bladder indifferently blasé as bookends sail contently by with blizzard of tongues of no thought but stifled all competition and block elite and content with second thirds fourths and lack
Bombard bombard the fight clicks clicks as illiteracy raises its hellish torch and flies proud
Small Large We are the Same
Disparage below causes a moan of dismay to see whom benefit of reap is the abused
Sweet is the victorious who watch content as the vigil reflects small large same in cold chill of day
Vigilant is the vigor who sees a view of villain of virtuosity reflects vital all and void to vicious play
Volatile is the tension that flows worldwide that drifts endlessly on each waft and cause unfavorable reflection of thought that wages a war of questionable lucidity or luck
Phoenix phoenix we arise as thus with contrary wander as wanderlust to game of other we wane we wane for we are one and only one wins
By
Felicia McCaw
Monday, November 16, 2015
CITY OF SAGINAW POSTING – FIVE
I am writing regarding property located at Genesee Avenue and Webber Street and it is quite extensive and is enabled with ability to place structural designed plants or plant to help revitalize the City of Saginaw and allow revenue to be amassed and be used to halt the dying of this city.
Eventually, there will be no decent housing structures for the Citizens of Saginaw who are trying to be beneficial contributing citizens. Further, this area can also serve as an abutment to the prospective remodeled and sold plant north of this property with this land and plant reserved it can be revamped with sectional businesses of approved chains that are stability in times of recession and depression and in the present state that we are encased within.
Another reason I feel a park is unnecessary is that most citizens on this side of Saginaw are black and there is an inordinate amount of racial tension intertwined into this city that would impede the usability of a park and the expenditure of monies that is needed to help citizens upscale their properties and reinforce their choice to live in this city and help stop decay in its tracks.
As I transverse the City of Saginaw taking mental notes I see the impoverish cry within and want to educate and tell all we need to retain these large sections for plants for the continuance and support of school operation.
Currently, this property is zoned RA-1, not contaminated, acreage is 54 acres, and if we could obtain an industrial zoning then it would simply the organization, development and structural base for starting a businesses here with easier access of those who have no transportation.
Further, we have parks all over the City of Saginaw which are not being used and are deteriorating due to lack of activity and care and due to crime for which a security guard would need to be there to keep the peace and stabilize the area and help concerned parents be more at ease with allowing their children out of their site. The bigger the park the more security is needed. Also, who would be obligated for the upkeep of this park and for how long…would an agreement have to be drafted to ensure both parties uphold their duties?
Consequently, suppose the City of Saginaw has unfortunately been burdened with this new parks expenditures and upkeep where would the monies come from when access to internet is limited and is in coordination with books and fines.
We need internet access for our students more than a park for the enrichment and cultivating of their minds and evolve them to take up their new positioning as our future.
Thank you.
Felicia
Eventually, there will be no decent housing structures for the Citizens of Saginaw who are trying to be beneficial contributing citizens. Further, this area can also serve as an abutment to the prospective remodeled and sold plant north of this property with this land and plant reserved it can be revamped with sectional businesses of approved chains that are stability in times of recession and depression and in the present state that we are encased within.
Another reason I feel a park is unnecessary is that most citizens on this side of Saginaw are black and there is an inordinate amount of racial tension intertwined into this city that would impede the usability of a park and the expenditure of monies that is needed to help citizens upscale their properties and reinforce their choice to live in this city and help stop decay in its tracks.
As I transverse the City of Saginaw taking mental notes I see the impoverish cry within and want to educate and tell all we need to retain these large sections for plants for the continuance and support of school operation.
Currently, this property is zoned RA-1, not contaminated, acreage is 54 acres, and if we could obtain an industrial zoning then it would simply the organization, development and structural base for starting a businesses here with easier access of those who have no transportation.
Further, we have parks all over the City of Saginaw which are not being used and are deteriorating due to lack of activity and care and due to crime for which a security guard would need to be there to keep the peace and stabilize the area and help concerned parents be more at ease with allowing their children out of their site. The bigger the park the more security is needed. Also, who would be obligated for the upkeep of this park and for how long…would an agreement have to be drafted to ensure both parties uphold their duties?
Consequently, suppose the City of Saginaw has unfortunately been burdened with this new parks expenditures and upkeep where would the monies come from when access to internet is limited and is in coordination with books and fines.
We need internet access for our students more than a park for the enrichment and cultivating of their minds and evolve them to take up their new positioning as our future.
Thank you.
Felicia
Saturday, November 14, 2015
To: IMANI AND ALL YOUNG PEOPLE
To: IMANI AND ALL YOUNG PEOPLE
FROM: FELICIA
BOOK - Inspired by What Eric Knew by James Howe
A Ring of Circle Comes She Back
(Resulting Poem - See on this website as example.)
I would like to teach you how to take a book and write a poem. The first thing is to read the book and write notes on what you find interesting in each chapter and learn the gist of the theme and then write something that you associate with the book and what it means to you.
I have taken this book and took something about several aspects in the book and made the poem a mystery and something that cause you to read the book and find associate values that cause you to continue using books to bounce ideas from and write and compose a unique rendition of your own.
What you are using are active verbs (these are verbs that indicate these are things that are done (or doing something) and let your thoughts go for anything goes in your poem, prose and poetry.
The key is that these words are used differently than regular English and are descriptive but unusual in context and usage.
Ask me if you have questions…Imani and I will try to teach you.
Ok. Love You.
Felicia
FROM: FELICIA
BOOK - Inspired by What Eric Knew by James Howe
A Ring of Circle Comes She Back
(Resulting Poem - See on this website as example.)
I would like to teach you how to take a book and write a poem. The first thing is to read the book and write notes on what you find interesting in each chapter and learn the gist of the theme and then write something that you associate with the book and what it means to you.
I have taken this book and took something about several aspects in the book and made the poem a mystery and something that cause you to read the book and find associate values that cause you to continue using books to bounce ideas from and write and compose a unique rendition of your own.
What you are using are active verbs (these are verbs that indicate these are things that are done (or doing something) and let your thoughts go for anything goes in your poem, prose and poetry.
The key is that these words are used differently than regular English and are descriptive but unusual in context and usage.
Ask me if you have questions…Imani and I will try to teach you.
Ok. Love You.
Felicia
CITY OF SAGINAW POSTING FOUR
I am again looking at the City of Saginaw, Michigan as a pilot still to bring commerce, new economy, infusing of monies in businesses, equalizing treatment of people as human beings with feelings and teaching appropriate behavior as norms exist and continue enforcing of laws and regulations with no nuances, innuendo and or incorporating sexual favors as payment or exchange for jobs, training, etc.
I know we have had some bad episodes in this city but I still feel we are a contender for a college town and with that boon under our belt we can also be a facilitator and welcoming committee to any plant that would fit comfortably into the confines of land that exist. General Motors has property that has no contamination and would enable the rebuilding of this town since its positioning is unique for it is ¾ of the Sec. 24 pole and rumored to be lucky for all the Indians were glad to rid themselves of this property and technically it is reservation property and a casino situated here would not hamper Mt. Pleasant’s business but enhance the attractiveness of coming to Saginaw as well and bring surplus monies into the Income Tax Department that allows overage to be shifted to troubled departments each year.
I also have my dream of opening a small wisecracking shop called “Stupid Cunt” downtown as a tourist attraction owned by Felicia McCaw as symbolic of my travails and other women who were condescended to and I would like to use my notoriety to bring riches to us all.
Felicia :)
I know we have had some bad episodes in this city but I still feel we are a contender for a college town and with that boon under our belt we can also be a facilitator and welcoming committee to any plant that would fit comfortably into the confines of land that exist. General Motors has property that has no contamination and would enable the rebuilding of this town since its positioning is unique for it is ¾ of the Sec. 24 pole and rumored to be lucky for all the Indians were glad to rid themselves of this property and technically it is reservation property and a casino situated here would not hamper Mt. Pleasant’s business but enhance the attractiveness of coming to Saginaw as well and bring surplus monies into the Income Tax Department that allows overage to be shifted to troubled departments each year.
I also have my dream of opening a small wisecracking shop called “Stupid Cunt” downtown as a tourist attraction owned by Felicia McCaw as symbolic of my travails and other women who were condescended to and I would like to use my notoriety to bring riches to us all.
Felicia :)
"STUPID CUNT" BUSINESS NAME
"STUPID CUNT" PUBLISHING
"STUPID CUNT" DISPLAYS
"STUPID CUNT" SKITS
"STUPID CUNT" PLAYS
"STUPID CUNT" MUSICALS
COPYWRIGHT©FELICIA MCCAW
"STUPID CUNT" DISPLAYS
"STUPID CUNT" SKITS
"STUPID CUNT" PLAYS
"STUPID CUNT" MUSICALS
COPYWRIGHT©FELICIA MCCAW
FELICIA'S REQUEST TO SVSU
Here is something close to my heart..when I got sick I had to totally withdraw because I became sick and was intimidated by the hate exhibited towards me at SVSU. I am giving this presentation as my side of the matter in defense because I did nothing to no one but was subjected to scandalous rumor after another that caused me to progressively become ill (sexual harassment) and the thought that if I responded I would be killed because they were white people attacking me...therefore I tried to sue but was cursorily threw away like rubbish because all of the slurs hurt my ability to go to school in peace and lodged people against me so I could not continue to go ... because I became ill with nervousness and suffered anxiety attacks I left (withdraw totally).
What would you do if you were me? Would you kill yourself or try to get someone to help you because you know your role in your family and that is to help and assist my remaining living parent as much as I can.
I still want to sue because I am bitter, unhappy, don't trust no one and am suffering hurt throughout. Do you think I have a chance to sue? I am just embarrassed as hell and shame is dripping off me everywhere I go and I am seeking professional help so I can make it. It's no fun being the world's kick bag.
CURRENT PRESIDENT
Dear Sir,
Ever has it been a dream of mine to finish college and be exposed to higher learning and concepts and theoretical touché’ and accomplishments.
I am a student who is black who left Saginaw Valley State University because she felt physically threatened and started to become emotionally troubled by the treatment she received at Saginaw Valley State University.
I have never felt so disappointed in my life to know that in this time and day that a student of any race or age could be denied an education. I still have the need to express myself to you now because I have had all kinds of jeers, sneers, contemptuous taunts and unkind remarks thrown my way.
When I think of the most illustrious contemplation of learning include all of God’s children whether they believe in God or not. To me Jehovah is the light of my life, soul, flesh and love of my heart and I want to thank the good Christian people for keeping me safe. I am humble so humble in my thanks that I am still alive and my faith is high high but even I fear a mass of people who would hurt me…I am but one but my Father is all and I am clinging to him with all my strength, sorrows and burdens have I testified as the woman in the bible but none is like you Jesus and walked away with Joy as she touched his shoulder.
I am her for I look look and grow angered for they still care not for God and his son and his edicts and lust for bloodshed, coveting and harming children and grown.
When will they understand I am just peace and see God in all and try to give all a chance whether they believe in God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit or nothing but self. I am a living testimony that he lives and loves me and all. I am really trying to forgive forgive and help these people for they understand not the trouble and danger they have put us all in.
Forgive me but I have become saved and I love God, my parents (4) and family even though the rocks thread the net heavy with anger and bitterness.
I hope everything is better at Saginaw Valley State University for I left so none would suffer for my being on campus. I did not want to be the catalyst and cause of racial hate toward black people for once violence is exhibited towards us…no one black could attend college without fear for their lives and the next race then the next until none would come that is not Caucasian.
Finishing college is still my love, desire, crave for something forbidden is the sweetest of nectar that leaves wine a pale apology behind.
In conclusion to this narration, I wish to relay that I have breast cancer and had surgery July 7, 2015 to have it removed and I am wondering is there anyway to get my official transcripts because all I want to do is all the good I can before I go and going to Strayer and Western Governor’s is my choice to finish the Special Education Program and I feel it would grant the chance to be more competitive educationally worldwide and disallow “so-called” retard classes and merge them in regular classes which will allow them to have a chance to learn in a different pattern to carry a “C” average.
Approach I feel that is needed is not systematic repetition of guidelines they do not understand and do not comprehend. To them a book is foreign and it is a hostile apparition that looks back and intimidates and causes resentment, anger, hate, antagonism, sociopathic and violence towards those who assimilate well to over excellent.
I cannot come back to Saginaw Valley State University for the threat is almost tangible and makes me ill therefore I am requesting the balance outstanding to not be held against me and my official transcript be released to me and Western Governor’s and a copy to myself and the balance waived.
I hoped for monetary compensation or classes to finish my degrees but have received no answer therefore based on parallel laws governing student loans for students suffering a life threatening illness. Therefore, I am requesting a cancelling of debt outstanding due to no fault of my own and which were affective from outside uncontrollable unknown sources. My quest is to devise a theoretical revamp and reconstructive pattern to relearn and teach in differential manner.
Please consider my request for cancelling of debt and forward official transcripts to Strayer and Western Governors.
Sincerely,
Felicia McCaw
What would you do if you were me? Would you kill yourself or try to get someone to help you because you know your role in your family and that is to help and assist my remaining living parent as much as I can.
I still want to sue because I am bitter, unhappy, don't trust no one and am suffering hurt throughout. Do you think I have a chance to sue? I am just embarrassed as hell and shame is dripping off me everywhere I go and I am seeking professional help so I can make it. It's no fun being the world's kick bag.
CURRENT PRESIDENT
Dear Sir,
Ever has it been a dream of mine to finish college and be exposed to higher learning and concepts and theoretical touché’ and accomplishments.
I am a student who is black who left Saginaw Valley State University because she felt physically threatened and started to become emotionally troubled by the treatment she received at Saginaw Valley State University.
I have never felt so disappointed in my life to know that in this time and day that a student of any race or age could be denied an education. I still have the need to express myself to you now because I have had all kinds of jeers, sneers, contemptuous taunts and unkind remarks thrown my way.
When I think of the most illustrious contemplation of learning include all of God’s children whether they believe in God or not. To me Jehovah is the light of my life, soul, flesh and love of my heart and I want to thank the good Christian people for keeping me safe. I am humble so humble in my thanks that I am still alive and my faith is high high but even I fear a mass of people who would hurt me…I am but one but my Father is all and I am clinging to him with all my strength, sorrows and burdens have I testified as the woman in the bible but none is like you Jesus and walked away with Joy as she touched his shoulder.
I am her for I look look and grow angered for they still care not for God and his son and his edicts and lust for bloodshed, coveting and harming children and grown.
When will they understand I am just peace and see God in all and try to give all a chance whether they believe in God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit or nothing but self. I am a living testimony that he lives and loves me and all. I am really trying to forgive forgive and help these people for they understand not the trouble and danger they have put us all in.
Forgive me but I have become saved and I love God, my parents (4) and family even though the rocks thread the net heavy with anger and bitterness.
I hope everything is better at Saginaw Valley State University for I left so none would suffer for my being on campus. I did not want to be the catalyst and cause of racial hate toward black people for once violence is exhibited towards us…no one black could attend college without fear for their lives and the next race then the next until none would come that is not Caucasian.
Finishing college is still my love, desire, crave for something forbidden is the sweetest of nectar that leaves wine a pale apology behind.
In conclusion to this narration, I wish to relay that I have breast cancer and had surgery July 7, 2015 to have it removed and I am wondering is there anyway to get my official transcripts because all I want to do is all the good I can before I go and going to Strayer and Western Governor’s is my choice to finish the Special Education Program and I feel it would grant the chance to be more competitive educationally worldwide and disallow “so-called” retard classes and merge them in regular classes which will allow them to have a chance to learn in a different pattern to carry a “C” average.
Approach I feel that is needed is not systematic repetition of guidelines they do not understand and do not comprehend. To them a book is foreign and it is a hostile apparition that looks back and intimidates and causes resentment, anger, hate, antagonism, sociopathic and violence towards those who assimilate well to over excellent.
I cannot come back to Saginaw Valley State University for the threat is almost tangible and makes me ill therefore I am requesting the balance outstanding to not be held against me and my official transcript be released to me and Western Governor’s and a copy to myself and the balance waived.
I hoped for monetary compensation or classes to finish my degrees but have received no answer therefore based on parallel laws governing student loans for students suffering a life threatening illness. Therefore, I am requesting a cancelling of debt outstanding due to no fault of my own and which were affective from outside uncontrollable unknown sources. My quest is to devise a theoretical revamp and reconstructive pattern to relearn and teach in differential manner.
Please consider my request for cancelling of debt and forward official transcripts to Strayer and Western Governors.
Sincerely,
Felicia McCaw
Monday, November 9, 2015
Petals On The Wind
Drifting slow fast they called Harmony
Flutter Flutter listen to my sweet melodic song
Thrilling all with each turn they circulated free
Simple and ease was the promise they made
Motion to motion careered the thought they exist
Thoughts of free was the escalated beginning of start and end
Tomorrow we begin to be Petals on the Wind
By
Felicia McCaw
Flutter Flutter listen to my sweet melodic song
Thrilling all with each turn they circulated free
Simple and ease was the promise they made
Motion to motion careered the thought they exist
Thoughts of free was the escalated beginning of start and end
Tomorrow we begin to be Petals on the Wind
By
Felicia McCaw
Friday, November 6, 2015
Sin
Ethereal delight as warm as candle’s burn
Talking free of all with skin of rich chocolate
Slithering all around it played cajoled once again free free free
Eyes of bold roved free of restraint as they toyed incessantly
Thoughts of forbidden cackled I be I be for I am not a regret
Inviting hands drifted restlessly played cajoled until fruit of desire became free free free
Willing willing to tease played cajoled until succumbed to witness sin
By
Felicia McCaw
Talking free of all with skin of rich chocolate
Slithering all around it played cajoled once again free free free
Eyes of bold roved free of restraint as they toyed incessantly
Thoughts of forbidden cackled I be I be for I am not a regret
Inviting hands drifted restlessly played cajoled until fruit of desire became free free free
Willing willing to tease played cajoled until succumbed to witness sin
By
Felicia McCaw
A Robin’s Smile
O Father I have seen a smile of pure
Little sweet it caresses the eyes of sweet Jesus
Looking around curious all it grows grows as clear and deep as rainbow’s heart
Giggling giggling free it travels content throughout
God’s kingdom touching each face with sugar blossoms
Happy content it looks at all above and below with sweet benevolence
Seeing a soul despised hated it gives a pleasure of joy to see their all be justified and mercy granted
O sweet a robin’s smile is the sweetest joy and kindness of all
By
Felicia McCaw
Little sweet it caresses the eyes of sweet Jesus
Looking around curious all it grows grows as clear and deep as rainbow’s heart
Giggling giggling free it travels content throughout
God’s kingdom touching each face with sugar blossoms
Happy content it looks at all above and below with sweet benevolence
Seeing a soul despised hated it gives a pleasure of joy to see their all be justified and mercy granted
O sweet a robin’s smile is the sweetest joy and kindness of all
By
Felicia McCaw
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