Wednesday, July 22, 2015

LOST OF A NIGGER'S CHILDREN

Black of night the event befell a woman of unsuspect

Happy chimes whispered in her ear as she carried the three with sweet reception

Sorrow of yesterday still haunted her ears, mind and soul as it taunted her vivid with low murmuring vicious blows

Eyes of soft brown looked within and shivered from the sight beheld and cast aside eyes of moist despair

Why Why Why was the question that clamored deep in heart of tears as the drop cascaded throughout her soul glimmering with incandescent lights

Disbelief still danced around with consoling hugs as she steadily moved forward with tears for steps and heart of broken for a thief in night stole her joy

Victim now the enemy of all for the sleight of hand is at stake for hidden are they but for the clue that lingers around them

Imagine a cruelty bestowed on a nice that looks with eyes of know that realize the future is at stake for a heinous crimes is naught to society of norms for all but the victim

But unfortunately who really cares who really cares if a heart cries still deep in the night and day for her own

By

Felicia McCaw

A Light to Lead the Way

A glimmering sight beheld the night as it turned rotated through and through

Beheld the eye as a twinkle twinkle looked far within to see the worth of a few

Scenario of a life passes forth challenging the myriad of colors of eventuality

Although the time slowly walks as we live day by day we pray we pray for a light to lead the way

For the morrow is cool with looks of crafty calculation of schemes and intrigue that stresses stresses as the victimized climb climb and scream internally for help help as we try to devise a dream for all to prosper with God as the Champion of all downtrodden and set upon

Hearts of one and two and many murmur sweet prayers of need Lord keep us in your way as we stand patient and impatient for the sweet healing and savior to help us all

Gracious as we are the trials visible to us all we still carry the need for a Light to Lead the Way

By

Felicia McCaw

Wednesday, July 1, 2015

ASSIGNMENT FOR SENIOR - COLLEGE STUDENTS ALL OVER THE WORLD #14 – HELPS EXPLORE MORAL ISSUE OF ONE NIGHT STANDS AND THE ISSUES OF WHETHER THIS IS REFLECTIVE OF GOOD MORALS AND CHOICE OR LACK OF BOTH AND THE RELATIONAL VALUES BETWEEN GOOD AND BAD (IS THIS GOOD PERSONAL CONDUCT? YES OR NO).

LOOKING FOR MR. GOODBAR

Directed by Richard Brooks
Written by Richard Brooks & Judith Rossner
Screenplay by Richard Brooks
Produced by Freddie Fields
Based on Book - Looking for Mr. Goodbar written by Judith Rossner.

Cast
Diane Keaton – Theresa
Tuesday Weld – Katherine
William Atherton – James
Richard Killey – Mr. Dunn
Richard Gere – Tony
Alan Feinstein – Martin
Tom Berenger – Gary
Priscilla Pointer – Mrs. Dunn
Laune Prange – Brigid
Joel Fabiani – Barney
Julius Harris – Black Cat
Richard Bright – George
Levar Burton – Cap Jackson
Marilyn Coleman – Mrs. Jackson
Carole Mallory – Marvella
Mary Ann Mallis – Principal
Jolene Dellenbach – Teacher
Lou Fant – Teacher (as Louie)
Eddie Garrett – Bartender
Alex Courtney – Arthur (as Alexander Courtney)
Brian Dennehy – Surgeon
Ricard Venture – Doctor
Robert O’Brien – Father Timothy
Anthony Hawkins – Chuck (as Tony Hawkins)
Caren Kaye – Rhoda
Dick Spangler – TV Announcer (as Richard Spangler)
Elizabeth Cheshire – Little Theresa
Marilyn Roberts – Woman in Bar
R.J. Adams – Man in Bar
Phil Chong – Extra
John Lafferty – Undercover Police Officer
Bill Willens – Club Hustler

This movie was produced in 1977 and deals with promiscuity and one night stands. In this movie which stars Diane Keaton (Theresa) who is a school teacher who goes to bars and picks up men for sex and eventually dies (killed) during one night of illicit sexual gratification which caused severe violence to be aimed towards her.

The person (male) possibly had a mental psychological problem with women of a promiscuous nature and anger that became projected on her and she became the object to fulfill his rage. He was possibly exposed to sexual abuse and victimized by women who were wanton and took advantage of him and he was unable to deal with the emotional overload in the relationship due to his age and lack of maturity.

She (school teacher) probably had a mental psychological problem where she was introduced to sex at a young age and socialized until impromptu sex became an acceptable outlet for sexual gratification and reflects she has a low esteem and regard for herself and others and is probably a victim of sexual abuse. She also was a victim of drugs and used sex and drugs for substitution of family, acceptance, and social norms to help numb the feelings of abandonment, being lost because of a failed relationship(s).

Propose Extra Credit to teacher and ask if you can do an oral presentation with students asking you questions to allow you to become used to speaking in front of a crowd. This will teach you how to be an orator and a great speaker one day.

The assignment is to watch the movie, answer the questions with emotional feeling and thought and write an essay of how this person (female) finds this behavior acceptable in today’s society and the possible consequences of emulating this behavior.

By doing so you will develop stimulative comprehension, interpretative comprehension, and thought comprehension. These are classified as starters and teaching sessions.

Stimulative Comprehension - Consist of stimuli that encourages thought patterns to emerge that facilitate understanding with more comprehension and continuous thought.

Interpretative Comprehension - Consist of taking a thought and becoming more analytical and interpretative of the intent whether clearly versed or hidden and obtaining the intent to keep on.

Thought Comprehension - is the last step in assimilation because it takes in account the stimuli and the reason (interpretative comprehension) and it will facilitate considerable change and expanded thought that allows more understanding and evolved thought patterns.

1. Generate Questions that incorporates using exploratory thought patterns and will allow more concise assimilation.

2. Answers become more broadened, detailed and generate more interactive ability and cognizant ability expands when continuing reading.

3. More ability to be analytical and upgradeable analysis and observational skill will naturally expand as student grows and matures.

4. Summary and conclusionary thought of subject provide assimilative procedures by using the supposedly common tools that are a base but is allowable to be expanded to ensure more accurate reading and entails allowing thought processes to increase.

QUESTIONS IN RELATION TO MOVIE (STORY)

1. What is the purpose of this story or movie?
2. Is it possible that even more violence could be enacted against yourself if you acted like her?
3. Would you countenance the thought of this kind of behavior as normal?
4. Do you feel that if you did the same you would be your own catalyst and help destroy yourself?
5. Do you think that you could have faired better than her in this scenario?
6. What consist of the type of moral inhibitors that would prevent you from emulating her?
7. Do you think that she thought anything about her double life destroying her professional life?
8. Why do you think she was uncaring of what someone thought of her acts of promiscuity being uncovered and discovered?
9. Why does she daydream about her teacher relating to sexual matters?
10. What issue did she have when she was young that required surgery?
11. Did her family believe in God?
12. Do you feel she felt she sinned to be burdened with the physical affliction?
13. What was her physical ailment?
14. Who all helped with her recovery?
15. Does she have a lover and how long have they been together?
16. Does she enjoy sex?
17. Do they have sexual problems?
18. What issue is one of her sisters having with two men in her life?
19. Is she a good teacher for teaching sign language?
20. Is she a caring and effusive and charismatic teacher?
21. Was there a lot of tension in the household where she lived with her parents?
22. Do you believe she was jealous of her sister’s relationship when her date came to their parent’s home?
23. Why did she give of herself so freely?
24. Is that why he broke the relationship up?
25. Do you believe this is why she started going to bars for relationships and wanting physical closeness?
26. Why did her father tell her that she had to abide by the rules he made as long as she lived in this house?
27. Was her father too strict and protective?
28. Is she a good teacher and an excellent sign language specialist?
29. Why do you think she fantasized a lot of suggestive sexual things that ordinarily her restrictive nature prevented?
30. Do you believe that suggestive imagery that you fantasize will become a reality because you are allowing in presence in your mind?
31. Who takes a book to a club to read and why?
32. Why is she making an effort to help Amy (little black girl)?
33. Is her protectiveness coming out to allow her to be Amy’s friend and hero?
34. Why do you think she decided to have herself fixed to have no children?
35. Why do they (Tony and Theresa) feel nobody never tells the truth?
36. Why do you think she invited a strange man home for sex with no knowledge of him?
37. Is she disturbed about her sister’s problem and broken relationship?
38. Do you feel club life is starting to appeal to her?
39. Why could she not control the situation when her one stand broke into her house and was there?
40. Why is she trying cocaine is it because she wants to fit in, feel wanted or feel cared for?
41. Why was her students disturbed because she was late for class?
42. Why do you think she needed sexual relationships with strange men?
43. Do you feel these relationships gave her sexual freedom and power as a woman?
44. Is this a typical dysfunctional family where all the females have trouble with relationships?
45. How do you think she felt when Tony ran off the man she was spend the evening with?
46. Why do you think Tony started being violent toward her?
47. Why did they raid her home for narcotics?
48. Who do you think tipped off the police and was a search warrant tendered?
49. Who do you think set her up for the drug raid?
50. Why do you think Tony came back to scare her after he beat her up?
51. When do you think she realized Tony had psychological problems of a sexual nature?
52. When do you think she realized too late that the last guy she brought home had violent psychological problems that ended in her murder and demise?
53. Touching lightly on the subject what do you think was this person’s issue regarding sex with either a woman or man?
54. Do you feel this last guy had severe perverted issues and traits that were not controllable?
55. What did you learn from one night stands and the fear that comes with them?
56. Is it safe or not or worse than you thought could be possible?

By

Felicia McCaw

To: President Obama - RE: Law Enforcement Day

Date: July 1, 2015

To: President Obama

From: Felicia McCaw

RE: Law Enforcement Day

As in the past, our Honorable Presidents of this country gave tribute to where honor and pride was deserved. Whereas we overlook and take for granted our excellent legalistic organizations we want to stop this now and have the day declared for without laws and structure we are mindless beasts with instinctive traits of destruction and violence towards the weaker, disabled and elders in communities. Indeed the quote “survival of the fittest” is readily apparent in the reflection of who is being attacked, murdered and injured in this country in newspapers, neighborhood gossip, television and online.

Grateful I am, for the legalistic norms structured for we are socialized as should be to obey the laws of land for our own safety and others as we traverse through this country.

Every security guard, patrol man, kid’s patroller to assist crossing streets, policemen, Mounties, agents, West Point of Excellence are so appreciated we don’t know what to say. We love you for the caring is evident to go through such strenuous training to help people all your life and dedication for the commitment is forever.

We request dear President Obama in honor of strictness and rap the knuckles declare a day for all legalistic organizations to be celebrated as Law Enforcement Day for We Love You!

From

Felicia McCaw

Monday, June 29, 2015

FM - POSTING THREE TO CITY OF SAGINAW

Additional Goals

Proposal to upscale the City of Saginaw by eliminating blight, decay and the look of a dying city. On conditional funding of monies to serve as the head of this quest housing structures will be built as established leases to own (Ten properties built at each interval) which will be based on the renewal of subdivisions and already established addresses in the city per plat map to be segmented off for citizens of Saginaw and plant workers. Rental leases of $350 per month (example of housing suburbs in movie “Edward Scissorhands”) uniform height, lot size, etc. based upon square feet and bedrooms.

Change bidding process from City Manager having total authorization to limited authorization and choice back to sealed bids process to allow fair competitive offers and saving and better budgeting of funds and allow better venue (scanned bids, certified mail or registered mail # as cross reference of receipt and acknowledgement) and the employment of workers from compressed areas will be tendered as acceptable in the trade of building per experience and license.

Contractor Bids for work on ten houses (invite wholesalers to bid and possibility of discount if acknowledged winner of bid.)
Cement Work – Slab Foundation (10 houses)
(poured – no basement)
Framers – Structural Framework – windows – siding (10 houses)
Trusses – Arches (10 houses)
Plywood – Roof and Exterior (10 houses)
Wiring (10 houses)
Plumbing (10 houses)
Drywall (10 houses)
Painting – Interior – Completion (10 houses)
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Furnace Work (10 houses)
Company (Individual)
Furnace & Installment
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Furnace Work (10 houses)
Manufacturer (Direct – Possible Wholesale Price)
&
Installer (working co-op)
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Further establish additional Renaissance Policy for new structures to be built and adjust procedures to accommodate new housing structures per plat map.

Housing specifications
950 square feet to 1020 square feet
Three Bedroom to Four Bedroom

Flood Insurance when closing and signing paperwork should not be needed on a slab foundation since it is not permeable and is a possible over charge and unnecessary. Turbine at river intersection acts like a suction cup with undertow and overtow aspects (reverse action the deeper it gets).

By

Felicia McCaw

Sunday, June 28, 2015

T-SHIRT LOGO FOR F.O.S.

T-SHIRT ONE

A SO-CALLED FUCKED UP SITUATION IS A
SUBLIME SURREAL CHALLENGE!

R.B. ON THE FLOOR© Felicia McCaw

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T-SHIRT TWO

ONE FINGER = TWO FINGERS
ONE FOR PEACE AND LOVE ALWAYS

F.O.S. PROPERTY©

Tenants and Landlords on the system – Felicia’s Viewpoints

One of my gripes as a former landlord is the ability of the tenants to deliberately screw the Landlord out of their rental money.

The first thing they do is whine to Social Services with the most outrageous lies they can think of to cut the payments off and claim they will relay the payment themselves. Right. Sure. All the time they are living in the Landlord’s house destroying their property and the average Landlord is not rich as Croesus to just continue pouring money into the property every time they get into a hissy fit and start tearing the shit out of each house their unpleasant ass lives in. I have been there and me and mom have been hollered at and physically threatened and we had to call the police to assist us. I myself, Lord forgive me was nearly driven into a rage of hell shit wish to beat the shit out of this person.

When you are a women alone this brings about a level of acceptable aggression to protect what is yours that you worked for all these f. years. What do you get when a tenant comes around and lives in your house, f. it up, infest it with so many roaches that they can carry your ass to the burial place themselves.

Of course, you know you can’t do everything so you leave someone in charge to collect rent, etc. (mom) but guess what these young people don’t want to pay and when you tell them they have to leave and you don’t care where the hell they go because you know something bad (mean karma) is going to exacerbate the situation and it might result in someone’s death and you just stop caring.

First thing you do is cover yourself and call the police and if they f. with you … you have the right to determine the situation and apply your decisional ability to shoot to kill, maim, injure or render unconscious. Why should you die for your own s.?

Because I believe in holding what is mine … I am being attacked by a huge number of men with some mean s. rumors of guess what… you name it and it’s out there! Isn’t this special because I am trying to stand up for myself … this is why rumors of shit and muck are circulating around me and my family … trying to destroy me mostly to get to the rest of my family and those I care about! What would you do…but try to think your way out of this shit and I don’t care if it takes forever…I don’t quit! It will be you one day…from my determination they are pretty shrewd, calculating and dangerous.

If you don’t want to pay the rent owing … don’t move yourself in someone’s property taking their little investment nest egg and destroying their life so now they are impoverished now because of your jealousy, thoughts of…that someone owes you something, hate, meanness and cruelty towards people who give you a chance.

I fault Social Services for not making sure the Landlords are paid and you are a contributor to fraud along with the tenant. The Landlord should be paid…and not given the “invisible shaft”. Isn’t that special “hee hee” is the cheaters chuckle at hardworking individuals. I despise a lying, manipulating, b., lying m. cheater and always will…if it takes my last I will pay for shelter over my so-called no-good ass. Go figure we all know where to get some free money…don’t we…and f. someone at the same time.

I am never going to stop fighting in the manner I was told “passive resistance” and am glad that I have the right to express my anger at being treated in written form in a perfectly civilized manner and feel that I am equal to anyone else and should be allowed a lawsuit. I guess it will take a genius like our most esteemed Einstein to be resurrected to help us pronto.

I thank you again for listening.

This is Felicia at her most hellish, mule headed way saying I know and have been treated like pure sss…hhh...iii...ttt. in this City of Saginaw but we are rehabbing their a. anyway.

Thanks.

Felicia