Hello, this is Nobody again and I am still going to school still and still adjusting to make it in life.
Everything is changing, people are changing and the quest for education is still strong and the merciful people who helped me are still in my corner and have helped me realize that we all need someone to love, nurture and provide support and that by trying to help others I have found that I am becoming a better evolved stronger person.
I have my times of moody but I bounce back because I am saved and by the grace and love Jesus and my Lord Father I am healed, saved and glory rains light, love, tenaciousness in my soul to survive this attack on myself. I will make it and so will anybody and we all feel and get angry and want to fight back despite the amount of time involved and risks to our life. This is my honor and life under attack and we all fight back and will find a way find a way to fight and keep on living.
I am not ashamed but am indignant to be forced in this predicament and look at my upraising and know that I can make and no matter what they say is a lie lie lie lie for I don’t know these people who continue to attack me…so I am still fighting on and will fight until I die and will help any council, panel or whatever for I am the underdog and love to help the underdog and will fight for them as if I am for myself. Whatever hurts one hurts many eventually and I just getting ready for the bleed over and the need to fight to reestablish.
Nobody is going to be the one to jump in with the sharks and fight and play here and want no reward but to be treated with respect and a job and finish the educational plan. My strategy is to hear the so-called accusations and defend defend defend myself. My theory is proven to many on the attack is deliberate especially when it covers the country from one end to another and other countries as well …. It is called conspiracy and criminal solicitation to destroy a person’s right to live the same way prior to attack and by right Nobody is entitled to financial damages for the way everyone is treating her.
Mom is standing and she has endured a lot in her life and I am her back and I love, respect and cherish her and see any who don’t have her welfare and care in mind a hostile and respond as such. I see any person who is younger attacking someone older a predator and a vicious dog that need harsh restricting.
I support anyone in trouble if they need me and need support fighting what seems to be epidemic and will jump in anytime and bring my know into this fight. I am proceeding with my life and my wish is to fight fight fight for they hurt me bad and I will win this shit up and aboard without retreat on recession, unrelenting, ceaseless, and I will refuse to give up. I am relentless in the protection of self and mine. I am a product of my country and I will never change and nor will my children who I claim all over the world.
We (me and my children) will study scenarios always (law and others – whatever we can get our hands on) and war components and strategy, strategic maneuvers and will win and leave the pitiful behind and shine…my children are the future and will be the leaders – tough, mean, tenacious, focused, polite, unrelenting, ceaseless, relentless, respectful, loyal, attendant to duty sir always.
Learning is an elixir, heaven, joy, sublime and sheer challenge which I challenge back. That is who Nobody is becoming –EVOLVED! Felicia understands because she is striving hard and learning fast quick everyday and moving things along fast and social as hell and will never give up her future.
Thanks again, Nobody says I am having the time of my life.
By
Felicia McCaw
Saturday, June 13, 2015
F.M. POSTING TO CITY OF SAGINAW
To: City Manager and Chairmen and Chairwomen for the City of Saginaw
From: Felicia McCaw
RE: THE SAVING OF THE CITY OF SAGINAW
Hello, my name is Felicia McCaw and my wish is to help the City of Saginaw stay solvent and financially stable and be a pioneer in taking a deteriorating and dying city and install some life by a resurging of energy, life, and new money and alteration of the structural basis and layout of the City of Saginaw. Not only does the layout and removal of dead buildings that are nothing and have no value whatsoever need to be done because they are not able to rehabilitated or be a marketable asset to bring in tax monies. I see this as a challenge to other cities to rehab their gold diamond which is the downtown city and heart of each city and that is what the City of Saginaw realizes that this is the hub of Saginaw and it needs to be an attractive downtown to make people stop for a rest and before traveling further. If the other hotels are overwhelmed then the overflow will bounce to Buena Vista with visitable signs stating a low cost for traveling citizens that need to stop and rest quickly without reservations.
As you know our plants in number have died out because of the parts that these companies manufactured I believe we offered cores and portions of the motor. But I believe with few modifications that the plant on E. Genesee Avenue can be expanded with a few changes…the equipment within the plant on N. Washington was saved and can be placed in E. Genesee Avenue and maybe this company can offer to manufacturer new parts at fifty percent above cost for the first three years and then eight-five percent above cost after the three years and at 100% leveled out after five years.
Approximating what new parts these plants can do can sometime equivocally add more funds then originally was offered to city without costing a flat out of investing revenue or possible ballooning out to bankruptcy. The purpose is to keep a plant here and allow it to be a tri-city competitor that has more than one plant without having our workers go to different locations and leaving us out of the competition. This city is still savable and can be done so with careful planning and statistical report and stratagem layouts of the city to wipe out blight and stop this city from dying. (MAKE SURE PLANTS ON BUS ROUTES LIKE THE 1930s TO DROP OFF WORKERS AT PLANTS.)
I would like to be on the planning council if possible – if not please consider this my assistance and wish for this city to live, prosper and come ALIVE again. I ride around and look and feel a little depressed but I know life can be breathed into this city and other cities suffering the same predicament. Further, if this city starts then other cities will do so as well.
Thank you.
Felicia McCaw
I would like you to know that I will be placing this on my website to spur other cities into action:
Feliciaswritingjounal.blogspot.com/
I am informally teaching on my site and it is not easy. Smile. Felicia
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CITY OF SAGINAW, MICHIGAN
Description – City of Saginaw is a quaint city that offers hospitality to incoming visitors and people who live in Saginaw. We are prepared to assist you in housing plans and ways of getting assistance when you come in to live. At all business we are polite and courteous and offer great service to all in this city and now have a no sexual harassment order to protect our businesses, customers and individuals that live here.
Goals for the City of Saginaw include the renovation and resurgence of financial life into the economy of this City as an overall goal for maintenance and life of this city. By regenerating this city it will make it more lucrative, prosperous and provide more businesses downtown that can survive more than five years and also beautify it to make it more inviting. Also, we would like the City of Saginaw to be likened to Flint to be a college town since Saginaw Valley State University is blooming and have a record number of students studying here and larger amount of foreign students. Not only will this be more inviting to visitors to this downtown section this will allow a more laid back and inviting atmosphere and help existing businesses continue to survive. More security will be allowed as well as more entertaining and food outlets (temporary) and possible store chain downtown like Dollar General and emphasis and advertising brochures with eateries that are downtown and provide attractions to increase of populace to support these eateries.
Old structural buildings like the old Kahan buildings should be razed, demolished and removed. This will allow the preventive of homeless people taking up squatting rights in these buildings and help secure downtown more effectively.
Peruse Ann Arbor and Flint’s downtown how they are arranged and structured and check to see how the colleges help these cities exist and how they help support and speculate on how college monies can be funneled into the City of Saginaw’s capital account to help reduce the deficit that we have.
A possible Registration Office (Shared Suite) for all Colleges (CMU, Davenport, Northwestern, Delta, and Saginaw Valley State University) that could possibly be located in one building with shared rent with no paper monies accepted but can accept checks, credit cards, debit cards and with paper money accepted on campus payable only at the cashier office. In this building can also be a military intake that will offset the cost and reflects favorably if it is on a major street downtown for we are pro-America and this needs to be reflected as strength and a force that means to keep our home front safe.
Near to Military intake office should be computers which will allow students access to get their homework done etc. with allowable time to get finish and a closing time at 9:00 p.m. Please advise students it would be helpful to themselves if they have a written draft ready to help them get finish and allow the next student accessibility.
Clubhouse sororities hook-up – Chat room, online hook-up to sorority only to all colleges etc.
An emblem reflecting SVSU/Delta (a special design by student by contest entry only) to be raised downtown as an honor for this city.
BUILDINGS
Dollar General....Military Intake....College Intake Registration....Club House....Sororities Hook-up...Computer Room - Limit College Access only
CAD drawing needed with building specifications, allowable parking access in rear, with camera security, zoning okay and traffic allowability to prevent traffic bogged up.
From: Felicia McCaw
RE: THE SAVING OF THE CITY OF SAGINAW
Hello, my name is Felicia McCaw and my wish is to help the City of Saginaw stay solvent and financially stable and be a pioneer in taking a deteriorating and dying city and install some life by a resurging of energy, life, and new money and alteration of the structural basis and layout of the City of Saginaw. Not only does the layout and removal of dead buildings that are nothing and have no value whatsoever need to be done because they are not able to rehabilitated or be a marketable asset to bring in tax monies. I see this as a challenge to other cities to rehab their gold diamond which is the downtown city and heart of each city and that is what the City of Saginaw realizes that this is the hub of Saginaw and it needs to be an attractive downtown to make people stop for a rest and before traveling further. If the other hotels are overwhelmed then the overflow will bounce to Buena Vista with visitable signs stating a low cost for traveling citizens that need to stop and rest quickly without reservations.
As you know our plants in number have died out because of the parts that these companies manufactured I believe we offered cores and portions of the motor. But I believe with few modifications that the plant on E. Genesee Avenue can be expanded with a few changes…the equipment within the plant on N. Washington was saved and can be placed in E. Genesee Avenue and maybe this company can offer to manufacturer new parts at fifty percent above cost for the first three years and then eight-five percent above cost after the three years and at 100% leveled out after five years.
Approximating what new parts these plants can do can sometime equivocally add more funds then originally was offered to city without costing a flat out of investing revenue or possible ballooning out to bankruptcy. The purpose is to keep a plant here and allow it to be a tri-city competitor that has more than one plant without having our workers go to different locations and leaving us out of the competition. This city is still savable and can be done so with careful planning and statistical report and stratagem layouts of the city to wipe out blight and stop this city from dying. (MAKE SURE PLANTS ON BUS ROUTES LIKE THE 1930s TO DROP OFF WORKERS AT PLANTS.)
I would like to be on the planning council if possible – if not please consider this my assistance and wish for this city to live, prosper and come ALIVE again. I ride around and look and feel a little depressed but I know life can be breathed into this city and other cities suffering the same predicament. Further, if this city starts then other cities will do so as well.
Thank you.
Felicia McCaw
I would like you to know that I will be placing this on my website to spur other cities into action:
Feliciaswritingjounal.blogspot.com/
I am informally teaching on my site and it is not easy. Smile. Felicia
------------------------
CITY OF SAGINAW, MICHIGAN
Description – City of Saginaw is a quaint city that offers hospitality to incoming visitors and people who live in Saginaw. We are prepared to assist you in housing plans and ways of getting assistance when you come in to live. At all business we are polite and courteous and offer great service to all in this city and now have a no sexual harassment order to protect our businesses, customers and individuals that live here.
Goals for the City of Saginaw include the renovation and resurgence of financial life into the economy of this City as an overall goal for maintenance and life of this city. By regenerating this city it will make it more lucrative, prosperous and provide more businesses downtown that can survive more than five years and also beautify it to make it more inviting. Also, we would like the City of Saginaw to be likened to Flint to be a college town since Saginaw Valley State University is blooming and have a record number of students studying here and larger amount of foreign students. Not only will this be more inviting to visitors to this downtown section this will allow a more laid back and inviting atmosphere and help existing businesses continue to survive. More security will be allowed as well as more entertaining and food outlets (temporary) and possible store chain downtown like Dollar General and emphasis and advertising brochures with eateries that are downtown and provide attractions to increase of populace to support these eateries.
Old structural buildings like the old Kahan buildings should be razed, demolished and removed. This will allow the preventive of homeless people taking up squatting rights in these buildings and help secure downtown more effectively.
Peruse Ann Arbor and Flint’s downtown how they are arranged and structured and check to see how the colleges help these cities exist and how they help support and speculate on how college monies can be funneled into the City of Saginaw’s capital account to help reduce the deficit that we have.
A possible Registration Office (Shared Suite) for all Colleges (CMU, Davenport, Northwestern, Delta, and Saginaw Valley State University) that could possibly be located in one building with shared rent with no paper monies accepted but can accept checks, credit cards, debit cards and with paper money accepted on campus payable only at the cashier office. In this building can also be a military intake that will offset the cost and reflects favorably if it is on a major street downtown for we are pro-America and this needs to be reflected as strength and a force that means to keep our home front safe.
Near to Military intake office should be computers which will allow students access to get their homework done etc. with allowable time to get finish and a closing time at 9:00 p.m. Please advise students it would be helpful to themselves if they have a written draft ready to help them get finish and allow the next student accessibility.
Clubhouse sororities hook-up – Chat room, online hook-up to sorority only to all colleges etc.
An emblem reflecting SVSU/Delta (a special design by student by contest entry only) to be raised downtown as an honor for this city.
BUILDINGS
Dollar General....Military Intake....College Intake Registration....Club House....Sororities Hook-up...Computer Room - Limit College Access only
CAD drawing needed with building specifications, allowable parking access in rear, with camera security, zoning okay and traffic allowability to prevent traffic bogged up.
Black Notes
A dot up and a dot down plays it own symphony
Squiggle lines gather together and say we are unique in play
Jingle Jingle pied piper say hello and say follow me for I have no black notes
Tingle Tingle little ears prick up and say we follow us follow for the music guides us to go
Jumping Jumping each notes cry a song of happy, sorrow, moody, and classical thrill the air sky as it dances along
Black Notes cry to all I will forget you not please call me again and I will croon a tune again
By
Felicia McCaw
Squiggle lines gather together and say we are unique in play
Jingle Jingle pied piper say hello and say follow me for I have no black notes
Tingle Tingle little ears prick up and say we follow us follow for the music guides us to go
Jumping Jumping each notes cry a song of happy, sorrow, moody, and classical thrill the air sky as it dances along
Black Notes cry to all I will forget you not please call me again and I will croon a tune again
By
Felicia McCaw
The Last Leaf
Inspired by The Last Leaf by O. Henry, Book – SRA Reading Mastery Plus.
As the days change from fall to winter we gust about like a falling cloud
Hustle bustle we run from place to place for busy is our motto
Summer has passed with all working quickly like busy ants building, repairing and changing
Painters of Van Gogh line the fields of daisy painting with strokes of firm and slashes of color detailed refined and more
The old ivy is still the same hard, soft, tenacious, clinging and loyal to the last with leaves aplenty
Looking far in the future it prevails to teach us all as we struggle alone to evolve we play not but apurpose we are
Be us not aware that the leaf that falls is not always the end but the beginning of a new change that never stops but outweighs the old with the new
By
Felicia McCaw
As the days change from fall to winter we gust about like a falling cloud
Hustle bustle we run from place to place for busy is our motto
Summer has passed with all working quickly like busy ants building, repairing and changing
Painters of Van Gogh line the fields of daisy painting with strokes of firm and slashes of color detailed refined and more
The old ivy is still the same hard, soft, tenacious, clinging and loyal to the last with leaves aplenty
Looking far in the future it prevails to teach us all as we struggle alone to evolve we play not but apurpose we are
Be us not aware that the leaf that falls is not always the end but the beginning of a new change that never stops but outweighs the old with the new
By
Felicia McCaw
Sunday, June 7, 2015
A Token of Friendship
Heart to Heart it seems impossible for more
A thought given to hold together a fragile beginning
Feeling true to a friend they stand up full to stand fast
Living each day as it last they deny it not
What begins as fruit of year became a harvest of plenty
True True I deny it not for I am clear in my mind
For a token of friendship is beyond the value of money
Even life as it stands will not surpass the trueness of tomorrow
By
Felicia McCaw
A Tear in Harlem
Ever does the day go that a tear grows wide in Harlem
Our men have abandoned us far and wide they have left
Disgraced demeaned we still try to stand with some kind of grace
Courage we need for all we have is each other thru the storm
We are nothing now to them is it not true?
But a mockery a jest to make fun of with the others
Despised for our strength we are nothing for our men have left us
Viewed as an oddity an educated black woman is despised by our own and none will hear her or her pleas for acceptance
She speaks soft and with care wisdom and still no acknowledgment for her giving heart
She speaks loud with threats and violence to survive the brutal attacks that follow her close, wide and far
Fear twists deep wide in our souls for we have nobody to call our own
Who cares for us now we asks we asks as we go about our way full of fear and anger
All we can think of is why why why when our love overflows rich as wine
We are black and we want our true worth to be known that we are together even apart we are together even apart as we love we love we love
None seems to understand that we are people people of every shade and we feel feel deep deep as a well of cool blessed water that has no end
We are alone and yet together for we care we care we care about the all and not just about ourselves for we are A Tear in Harlem
By
Felicia McCaw
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
Prison’s Gate
Bars of aloof stand black strong against invaders and runaways
Around around they march in place standing firm against all who talk back
Mocking laughter trills through the day noon night as they watch you from the corner of their eye
Tears of joy, elation and congratulations are given to those whose feet cross the Prison ‘s Gate with sweet permission
Guilty guilty as charged it reads to the prisoner as if a sweet telegraph tells it so and shows white pointed teeth in snarl of vicious
Guilty innocent it reads the slump of defeat and a tear rolls down each bar for time is long vicious when the parade starts
Smiling content Prison’s Gate knows it has a place to live and a function to do all its life
Rock-a-bye baby it watches to see are you to be a guest forever behind my bars of steel
Forever I stand to unite myself to be available for any action that tries to prevail superior over me
I click and snap my fingers for I am Prison’s Gate and now I have you
By
Felicia McCaw
Around around they march in place standing firm against all who talk back
Mocking laughter trills through the day noon night as they watch you from the corner of their eye
Tears of joy, elation and congratulations are given to those whose feet cross the Prison ‘s Gate with sweet permission
Guilty guilty as charged it reads to the prisoner as if a sweet telegraph tells it so and shows white pointed teeth in snarl of vicious
Guilty innocent it reads the slump of defeat and a tear rolls down each bar for time is long vicious when the parade starts
Smiling content Prison’s Gate knows it has a place to live and a function to do all its life
Rock-a-bye baby it watches to see are you to be a guest forever behind my bars of steel
Forever I stand to unite myself to be available for any action that tries to prevail superior over me
I click and snap my fingers for I am Prison’s Gate and now I have you
By
Felicia McCaw
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