On solemn days as the night turns I sit on my porch speculating about the fate of a country I feel unwelcomed in. A country that has turned it's back on me because I do not fit the mold or stereotype of what is perceived as an African American. My pain and sorrows are deep as an affliction that I cannot heal becaue I am accused not frontally or formally but by allegations that will be hidden and not given a chance to defend myself becaue they feel that they can take advantage of a person that is ill.
My points and stances are attacked, my speech and elocution is ridiculed and jibbed at and the very essence that makes me is hated just hated and I don't know how to mediate it so that everyone black or classified as African American is not victimized in my fight for my rights to be treated as a human being.
The first thing they do is to try to further debase, degrade, humiliate you and that is to attack me by referring to my looks, supposed lack of knowledge of hygiene as listed in the movie (President Jefferson's referral to Negro smell) which they still use as a basis to put black or African American people down which has no credence since all people have some kind of personal odor or they would not be using tolietries to correct.
Anyway, this movie speaks despairingly and condescends about the cleanliness of a negro's nether parts and does not speak of any others because of the sad lack of soap for everyone as evidence by continuing to go out amongst the people the problem is evidence in other races as well and in very significance and notable. Imagine that we as a people are physically stripped and humiliated publically before anyone and just pummeled half to death by savage people for no reason no reason at all and they act like some unrestrained animal that has been loosed upon civilized people due their wanting to let their lust fly free upon our men, women, teenagers and make a good decent woman look like the lowest shit in the world as long as their sins and problems are hidden.
I have no idea who these people are I live a life of a reservist ... I do not participate in all the lewd conduct of the young and lecherous old because they are too worldly and love to sin. I am aware of what exists and foul manner they conduct themselves and that this behavior is not seen as a sin. Because of this treatment I feel dirty as hell mentally, physically, psychologically, interactive notable is restricted and just fed up because this was done with deliberate intent to soil me and kill my children and leave me "tore up" as I heard one of the good ladies exclaim with joy.
These people think it is okay to lie on someone and not suffer the consequences and that it will not affect the many. Just imagine that all these people know who I am and know that I do not participate in criminal activity but because I am black I am treated as an animal as a beast with no feelings or thoughts to support who I am. I am being sexually harrased at the grand old age of fifty isn't that incredible because I like to dance and sing and evidential damage to my back is perceptible by MRI scans and additional injuries to the neck etc.
No Justice is What I See ... No Rigts in this Land....Nothing but the suffering for naught and the secretive movements of a country gone mad on attack of anyone black who stands for self or rights. All will be sternly denied and lie on lie on top of lie will done to save their own foul ass.
Suspected treachery at casinos...deliberate tampering of games have been complained about and caused decreases of customer attendance but will once again be stated as a lie a lie and as ridiculous but obviously faulty software will be the reflective problem not the sticky fingers at the keyboard behind the scene. I think something is indeed rotten in Denmark and we all know what it is and due to the amount of sessions played this obviously allows the advantage to know when the games should go into bonus sessions and this is obviously not what is happening due to the odds reflected.
Further because I am a squeeler or whistle blower I suffer attack after attack ... verbal defamation of character to physical abuse internally because I tell I tell I tell. I can't let it go. I am hurt emotionally, physically, psychologically with no way to right this wrong but to tell my side. No one wants to hear the truth.. :( These are just some of the ugliest acting people in the world and they deserve to be treated as the most evil incarnation that has ever been allowed to exist on earth. They are the ones who stink ... stink ... ugly acting shit.
We are all human to have children and none of us unfit...Do you hear me? I am not ignorant and ignorance is only a brief space of time that can be easily corrected and one thing I hate is people to lie on me and throw allegations that is surely the shingle of shit to hang on their own head. Go figure now everyone is better ... even the lowest homeless person is being scrubbed to death to say even he is better than me and others.
I hate this person who put this filth out about me. They are talking about themselves...I do not associate with anyone trying to destroy anyone and don't care for this destructive behavior...everyone knows they are lazy, lax, loath, come from roach infested homes with dirt rubbed in the floor as well as their ass and will not work for a crumb of bread and never for a slice at all and is a clear misfit themselves in society and do not wish to see this country succeeed. Any hardworking student is a damn target and we are all tired of this scrub of shit coming on campus fucking with us so we can't live and study in peace. I was going to say I wish he was dead who started this shit with me but I want his miserable ass to stay alive and suffer. Too fucking bad.
:) :) :) M.F.U. Felicia
